Sound weird? Idk if that's weird for this site anyways here is some back story. Use to be big into luciferianism but stopped awhile back. Did rituals. Talked to Lucifer and others. Made pacts. I gave it up but it never fully left me. Lately when I drink my mind is suddenly pointed to Lucifer again and I write weird shit in my notes that I don't remember writing. My last one said I am reborn through Lucifer and entropy. Stuff I would never say. What's happening to me and how can I talk to the big guy to find out what he wants.