"…the awful penalty of voluntarily submitting myself to a deadly and hostile current of will set in motion by the chiefs of the Order, by which I should fall slain and paralyzed without visible weapon as if slain by the lightning flash."
Thank you for your answer. Background: I have read illegally published ritual on the internet which contained the cited negative autosuggestion. This "curse" is meant for those who break the oath of secrecy of an occult order, but it seems to affect those too who read their ritual illegally- like me. This "curse" is affecting me for more than 10 years and I cannot find a way to neutralize it.
If it's 10 years old, i probably can't remove it from your personal timeline. You've changed quit a lot, because of it. But if you want me to still try. I will need the day and time that it triggered on you. And your Permission to go and scan your personal time line. And i would need to get your energy signature. Which i normally get thru a picture. (But i don't think THIS format can display photos.