The main reason i got into the occult was because of an experience as a child(7-8 years old). I use to sleep in a bunk bed with my older sister, i slept on the top. One night out of nowhere i started seeing red eyes just glaring at me from the ceiling, and surrounding me were a bunch of men that sized from 3ft to what looked about 10 feet. They were dressed with suits, top hats, red eyes, and you can tell there facial features, very human like.
This continued for a very long time to the point where i had to always sleep with the lights on. I know i wasn't asleep because i lived in a studio and i would ask my mom turn on the lights, and if i could sleep with her. When i would walk to my mothers bed they would follow me with there eyes, so pretty much that tells me i was fully awake.
There were also times when i would wake up bruised up and scratched. This maybe i did do to myself, seeing that i was asleep. Or maybe it was those beings who followed me. This i will never know...
Eventually I blocked it out(I think), but i always felt a presence and i still do to this day. I've always wondered if anybody has had any similar experience to what i experience. If you have please feel free to share with me.
I know it sounds off the wall, but this truly did happen to me. I've seen other things through out the years, but nothing as intense as i described in the original post. I've tried searching, but came out empty handed. Fear has also made me stop practicing the occult, and finding the answer.But I have always sticked to the Santa Muerte in my ups and downs. So I figured that of all places this would be a place to maybe find someone who has experienced this.