Thelema - an elixir of pure joy (magic diary: autobiography, dreams, spiritual experience, reflection, analysis) The magical life of the Gnostic sister Ishtar, a woman who descended from the 11th lasso from the clan high priests (Hierophants) and high priestesses matriarchs. Autobiography (materials magic diary (from 13 years old)). Introspection of dreams and religious experience. The phenomena of Lilith. Psychotic experience and its analysis. Meeting with the Alchemical Leo. Phenomenon Babalon