I can relate, occult has really helped me not only fix some major issues in my life but also forced me to face my demons. Fortunately my demons also became my friends j/p. hah. well not entirely wrong hahaha.
Im working on a temple at the moment. hopefully a series of temples i will be hiding under a franchise of day spas. First branch opens later this month with the second a month after. Each branch dedicated to a Goetic/Entity I work with as per my pact. so far, the entities are delivering on their promise for funding and I am endeavoring to do mine as well. Main Branch for King Paimon, hotel Branch for Lucifuge Rofocale and of course HQ for Lucifer. call me crazy, i probably am but an deal is a deal and I am a man of my word.