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Journal Just some nonsense rambling

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No clue why and for whom (maybe just for me, who knows) but somehow it should be in vandheers journal: its not a bad thing when you are a mistake, it gives them a reason to move, solve and help, making things better.
 

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I felt auras of people who sat next to me on the train, and zapped one of them (and myself too with that ofc). 🤔

Okay all of this is leading into something. Energy is the key.

Hm, tomorrow I shall start working on Dan Tiens. If I am right at this, lower one percieves energy, middle one percieves emotion, and the upper one, conciousness. It also seems they resonate with bodies, lower energizes the physical body (come on, its in the name), middle for emotional and upper for mental.


I may be wrong at this but I dont feel so, but there is more to the story I don't know yet.
 

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Past, present, and future echoed in same day. I am out of words. Overwhelmed.

I am a blank paper now. As for what to write in that paper? I have an idea.
 

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Woah, so, I understand why Geomancy turned out my initial choice: familiarity.

I used to do divinations with this so called 'Napoleons book of fate'. The method there are the main method Stephen Skinner goes with geomancy. I am pleased to see this.

The divinations I had with this book never turned out wrong. I rarely ever divinate with it. And never for myself.

I don't understand divination. I am as noob as a muggle would get in it. However my intuition says at least for this book, you can't just pop it off for every question. I will apply the same to my Geomancy practice. But these times the questions will be personal.

I gotta clear my head first. Then lets dive in.
 

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So I have been doing LIRP, energy work from Robert Bruces books, meditation and concentration excersises alongside a little bit of Hatha Yoga while trying to learn Astrology and Geomancy. It keeps me busy.

I could do Middle Pillar. Drawing energy from Ain Soph Aur to the Kether (the Malkuth of Unmanifest), then it goes in the Middle Pillar (duh!) to the Malkuth.

Anyone with a good amount of experience on their belt will agree that I can not explain what Ain Soph Aur to you. Or to myself. Its the thing with this whatever Ain/The One/Tao/Whatever is, anytime you are trying to explain it, you would have to limit it into the words, even if you said Limitless.

You have to put mind aside to grasp it. Hence the same reason Jibril (the messenger angel/the mind) could not come with Muhammad beyond Sidretul Munha (treshold of what mind could grasp and what lies beyond), claiming that it would burn. Yes. Mind simply can not grasp it, even if you believe everything is mind. Even if thats true, it wouldn't be YOUR mind that encompasses everything.

Anyways.
 

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Did Middle Pillar, yeah it energized the hell out of me, its incredible for wiping out thoughts, bla bla..... Same old crap. Magick has become the mundane and mundane, other way around. I need to ground. Luckily the time has come for that.
 
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