Journal Path on Ninjutsu

[Promise]

BTW - I also regularly do cold showers. I have found that after ... I guess it was around 10 days of cold showers that my body aclimated to the cold, and I hardly notice that it's cold anymore. I've seen some benefits that suggest that the adaption is more than just CNS adaption.
Very cool about the etherical White Light.

 

[JMPtD]

At the time someone is hurting you the pain is only an illusion by that your ultimate form is what must stoke and stroke. radiate with an aura of serenity and caaaaallllmm. Fruit

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It could help to stop breathing close the mouth use hands to cover eyes ears heartbeats

 

[HoldAll]

At the time someone is hurting you the pain is only an illusion by that your ultimate form is what must stoke and stroke. radiate with an aura of serenity and caaaaallllmm. Fruit

Like I said, let @Amur write in peace in his journal and show some restraint with your comments, this isn't meant to be a discussion thread.

 

[Amur]

Ok started doing Fire pain. It literally feels like burning up inside. A bit worse than burning the entire body with gasoline. Have come up to 4 minutes now and Sensei told that it also makes the 'plop' effect when your nervous system gets used to it. Can do cold pain now for 6 hours and burning pain for only 4 minutes. So got to practice on that.

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Have started to sleep alot more (like 12 hours) thanks to the painfulness. Feels like the CNS(Central Nervous System) is getting adapted to the traumas from life and therefore I need more sleep.

Did again fire pain for almost 4 minutes then I had to stop so that I don't traumatize myself.

 

[Amur]

Now I got the 'plop' effect to work on Fire pain and can now sit 40 minutes in maximum Fire pain. Just learned that for '4dan' we actually got to learn how to handle emotional pain. So I'm guessing it will be maximum emotional pain and how to cope with it or progressively learning emotional pain. Doesn't sound so nice with all the trauma, but in a way I can see that passing '4dan' will make me trauma free most probably.

 

[Amur]

Yesterday I was in a finnish sauna with löyly there and tested Fire pain there. It was really so anxiety provoking that I couldn't do long. Feels literally like burning. Today I walked to the shop in the sun and it felt like sandpaper was the photons radiating on my skin

 

[pormonde]

Right now I'm practicing pain techniques, like putting yourself in maximum pain and taking a cold shower on top of that. You can only have 2 pains in the nervous system and it's cold or hot pain. This gives a rush of adrenaline, endorfins and others while taking a cold shower in maximum cold pain because it hurts that much. Gonna start posting here about my path to ninjutsu because it's getting interesting. Even with this pain degree it seems that my emotional self is beginning to heal from old traumas just because of how the Central Nervous System works.

Do you have any content you could share? I'm just starting my studies in ninjutsu and would appreciate any materials, texts, or tips, especially about working with energies. Thanks in advance, and congratulations on your progress.

 

[Amur]

Do you have any content you could share? I'm just starting my studies in ninjutsu and would appreciate any materials, texts, or tips, especially about working with energies. Thanks in advance, and congratulations on your progress.

Sorry I'm a bit sabotaged so I don't have access to the content. The military is working through the sabotages currently, but thanks to me being so sabotaged I can barely even function. They said that at the end of the year they will go through the rest.

 

[Amur]

Now I got the cold pain shower to 'plop' for the 5th time and now a cold shower with maximum pain feels like a normal cold shower. No difference or pain there so my CNS has risen to a new level. Now I need to do the same with fire pain.

 

[Amur]

Been practicing fire pain. First time I sat with bones included for 11min 37s in fire pain. The nicotine want rised skyhigh so taking some nicotine bags now to help the CNS stabilize to this new pain. Got fire pain to pop 2-3 times already so 2 times remaining. Got also the bones to pop while practicing, need to do the same for cold pain but bones pop pretty fast.

Literally felt like burning to death, was the most terrible experience I have ever felt with bone pain included. And yes I have even been physically tortured.

 

[Amur]

Ok now after the longer burning pain I was asked to take 8 cold pain showers. Today I have also taken cold pain showers and noticed that my aura is all black. Going to sauna tonight to practice both burning pain and cold pain and it's so relaxing. Even my soul fractures are starting to heal which is interesting. Perhaps the healing is first Light fractures or White Light and then going to black and then through that cycle to healing.

 

[8Lou1]

some islamic traditions have a different chakra system where black isnt a bad thing. there also is something called a black flame, but i seem to confuse the definition. maybe they are worth your interest.

 

[Amur]

Now I took a cold pain bone shower and the bones plopped for the last time. Had a fire imbalance from practicing too often the fire bone pain which feels literally like the worst thing I have ever felt in life.

 

[Amur]

Got through the pain degree and am '4 dan' now and training with magickal infinite pain. The first practices has been outright scary but healing and certainly mind and emotion shattering.

 

[Amur]

Ok now both bone pain has popped for hot/cold pain and the CNS has popped also to both, so looking forward to learning the next technique. We should even be able to fight inside this pain.

 

[Amur]

Well at this stage they have started kicking me in every muscle that I have except in the head. You need to just in the right moment tense the muscle so the kicks and hits won't hurt so bad. It's harder than it sounds since you need to tense it just at the moment of impact, or a bit before since the muscles take a while to tense.

 

[djcullgirl]

I think some of you are missing what ninjitsu is. Its not simply a martial art, think of it as the left hand path of the spiritual side of martial arts, but also training to be a deadly weapon.

 

[Amur]

Ok now I'm through the pain degree and am in a sleepy season, so I sleep alot every night. Has been very intense and my Central-Nervous System has gotten accustomed to intense pain. Next we are to fight inside this pain. Noticed that I can carry hot coffee cups however long I want and burn my hands.

 

[Amur]

Ok got through the pain degree. Only to find out that 4 Dan practices (learning 5 Dan techniques) is about ETERNAL PAIN ##%¤¤#%"". This is a magickal type of pain which can be inflicted through magick only and really is eternal pain. Took an eternal pain shower now and it hurt like 100x more than even maximum physical pain. Thought that last dan degree was too much pain already and that most drop off from that but it seems like most drop off from this pain degree with eternal pain.