Update of my old good tutor:
DISCLAIMER: You're trying to get very specific expereince. Please keep in mind, that you're probably too old and/or your Spark is too weak, if you need tutorial like this. Don't get upset if you will no succeed with magick. There should exist some other fields of action, where you wil be awesome.
0. Adjust your mind, body and wealth. You will surely lose some health and/or finances if you'll succeed in learning magick.
1. Robert Bruce "New Energy Ways" (rev.2) or Qigong (the real one. Not just physical training) to advance the energy component your personal power.
2. Divinations of your choice.
3. Any psychological techniques to expand amount of focus available.
4. Any techniques to grow your mindfulness
Don't do anything "magickal" before you will master the list above.
Position 0 is essentually important
DISCLAIMER: You're trying to get very specific expereince. Please keep in mind, that you're probably too old and/or your Spark is too weak, if you need tutorial like this. Don't get upset if you will no succeed with magick. There should exist some other fields of action, where you wil be awesome.
0. Adjust your mind, body and wealth. You will surely lose some health and/or finances if you'll succeed in learning magick.
1. Robert Bruce "New Energy Ways" (rev.2) or Qigong (the real one. Not just physical training) to advance the energy component your personal power.
2. Divinations of your choice.
3. Any psychological techniques to expand amount of focus available.
4. Any techniques to grow your mindfulness
Don't do anything "magickal" before you will master the list above.
Position 0 is essentually important