Kundalini awakening

I’ve been an over thinker for the longest a creative quick learner, around 14 I was interested and made attempts to awaken my kundalini and honestly never knew if I have or not. I am positive I’m on the right track seeing as my awareness is far enlightening than my pears. I almost feel like there’s a road block.

I have only heard this word for the first time like Last week.
It is very interesting to me, the Kundalini. Some say it is a source of power.

I personally do NOT want Kundalini awakening. Enlightenment isnt something I want at all. I will have eternity to bliss out after I die. Until then, I intend to live like a human being fully in this experience. Pretending I dont like tacos, sex, beer, sunshine, showers, yeah the hippies can keep that.

When I meditate and move my energy, I start at the heart chakra and move up to crown, then back to heart, then down to root for this reason. Keep that Kundalini asleep or in a coma or whatever its in. I like my life too much to bliss out and be all zen and shit.

That said, I know the West has really taken to the idea, and tries to force this to happen before the practitioner is ready. Lots of wild shit happens to them. It makes me wonder how many practitioners in the occult experience Kundalini rising (even by accident) and attribute it to a demonic indwelling, or overshadowing. I could see that happening.

I mean, if you didn't know it was a source of power from within, it would be easy to attribute this force as something 'other'. Im not sure how it all jives with the occult to be honest. We mix everything else, why not kundalini? Kundalini rising as you obtain conversation with your HGA all in the same night. Why not? Im joking, settle down!!

Intensive trauma can awaken the kundalini, and it's painful like hell. It can even drive you mad. Ultimately the path of the kundalini is of total Surrendering to the Earth force or the Yin force. The feminine force is just like that and it will tear you open to your utmost fears that you need to Surrender to. Kundalini moves towards Nothingness always and forces your ego to dissipate into Nothingness, the Kundalini process is finished when you are in absolute Silence and Nothingness.

Amur said:

Intensive trauma can awaken the kundalini, and it's painful like hell. It can even drive you mad. Ultimately the path of the kundalini is of total Surrendering to the Earth force or the Yin force. The feminine force is just like that and it will tear you open to your utmost fears that you need to Surrender to. Kundalini moves towards Nothingness always and forces your ego to dissipate into Nothingness, the Kundalini process is finished when you are in absolute Silence and Nothingness.

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Did you experience this? If so, how has it shaped your occult path? I'm curious.

FireBorn said:

Did you experience this? If so, how has it shaped your occult path? I'm curious.

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Yes I did. Kundalini awakening through intense trauma. Been in a psychosis for 22 years and finally coming back to the material realm. The journey has been both mystical and frightening. It hasn't only shaped my occult path it has shaped the way I think and the way I experience. This is the shamans path and is akin to other shamans who are K awakened. This is still just the initiatory phase but finally it's moving forward. Nothingness and Death is the only Truth.