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I have never experienced the depth of low in my life as i have this past two years. Although i have been in a similar situation. It has never prolonged or been stagmeutm i have not felt aa though i am trapped.
Let me start from the beginining. All my life i have been a happy go lucky kinda person, inttrovert. I never hurt anyone, but for some reaaon i am always the one to be targetted .
I was forced to leave 3 homes ( having lived wt each for 10 years) due to severe racial hatred. Ever since i left this last one, i feel aa thiugh i am cursed. I am unable to secure a home,
Within a few months i went from hostels, to a room on booking.com, but eventually found a one shared house, which i am desparate to get out of. I share with 4 men ( i am a female ) and i feel sufficated . I love having a home, where i do not have to share. Things have become more and more toxic , and i find that i am experiencing bad luck in other areas of my life.
Am i cursed?... i know housing has sokethinf to do with blacklisting me from getting a place...
Sorry if this sounds confusing
Let me start from the beginining. All my life i have been a happy go lucky kinda person, inttrovert. I never hurt anyone, but for some reaaon i am always the one to be targetted .
I was forced to leave 3 homes ( having lived wt each for 10 years) due to severe racial hatred. Ever since i left this last one, i feel aa thiugh i am cursed. I am unable to secure a home,
Within a few months i went from hostels, to a room on booking.com, but eventually found a one shared house, which i am desparate to get out of. I share with 4 men ( i am a female ) and i feel sufficated . I love having a home, where i do not have to share. Things have become more and more toxic , and i find that i am experiencing bad luck in other areas of my life.
Am i cursed?... i know housing has sokethinf to do with blacklisting me from getting a place...
Sorry if this sounds confusing