Best way to structure a solitary Middle Hand Path strong and sure magical foundation?

[DiLoco_DelEted]

I was on BALG until I had a meltdown and deleted my account. Trying not to make that mistake here as well.

But, it is frustrating being:
1. A solitary practitiioner,
2. Not being completely RHP or LHP, but MHP (Gray Magician),
3. Having several mental disorders to combat at the same time,
4. Having burnt great bridges.

So, I am trying to come up with a great plan.
Currently my two main magic book focus are:
Kaballah, Magic, and the Great Work of Self Transformation and the Great Work of Self Transformation; and Beginning Luciferian Magic.
I prefer a lesson format, much like Builders of the Adytum and Fraternity of the Hidden Light were, and would love an OTO/LHP mail correspondence course, that for me might be ideal.
I am currently considering Quareia as a structured foundation, and then after completing that, resume the MHP.

 

[WantlerWandlerX]

I find carl Jung to be extremely helpful

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

Okay, Carl Jung, check, will re read up on him. But wouldn't the question mores fit in with Maslow?

 

[WantlerWandlerX]

Don't go rushing ahead before proper needs anyone can learn from that. Sometimes those bridges would have done more harm than good. Maybe they would crushed those mentals harder than before. Toxic power lines perchance. Paralyzing twine one might say.

 

[Roma]

In my view magical/spiritual practices exist within the energy body of the particular over-lighting entity.

The intent of the over-lighting entity is central to the results of the practices. The difficulty of course is that the practitioners are rarely able to test the intent of that entity.

The other difficulty is that the entity may well claim the practitioner in his/her next incarnation. It can take a lot of effort to exit the aura of an over-lighting entity.

Choose carefully or not at all.

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

In my view magical/spiritual practices exist within the energy body of the particular over-lighting entity.

The intent of the over-lighting entity is central to the results of the practices. The difficulty of course is that the practitioners are rarely able to test the intent of that entity.

The other difficulty is that the entity may well claim the practitioner in his/her next incarnation. It can take a lot of effort to exit the aura of an over-lighting entity.

Choose carefully or not at all.

Mind expanding on what you wrote?

 

[Roma]

The human that cannot control its thoughts is easily managed/victimized by any entity in which it exists.

At lower levels this includes the gestalts of religions and spiritual movements.

At higher levels it includes cosmic entities including those that exist out of time.

The human born with higher purpose needs to be cautious about inner commitments. I was taught to be cautious

Here is Cautes raising his light

Fortunately The Source of All provides an energy anchor in the heart of standard humans.