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Through doing a Shamanic heeling course, the topic of family ghosts was discovered.
I found it confusing at first because only having just started to look at ancestor work, it seems that your ancestors are not ghosts but more part of your own energy.
I think that this could easily be confused as there are actual family ghosts involved that can wander into you before you have a natural defense against them. I recall a lot of stuff from before I could even talk and saw the magnetic field above peoples head, Leprechaun running through the wall to chat with me, and these strange white wispy things wandering around whispering to me, cold and icy as they entered.
I could see the thought form of my fathers father in him and so on. Still can, along with impossible facial contortions. It was horrific to a sensative and actually formed part of CPTSD from the faces. That and all the violence
To make it clear, the family ghosts I am trying to convey are not the facial expression energies, though they all have an effect.
I would say that unless you are born onto a family of priests/occultists who deal with this, most of the people on earth are possessed by these family ghosts in some way. It would explain a lot about the supposed human condition/hereditary problems if everyone got possessed from family ghosts before their first birthday!
I would explain even more about blame for bad behavior (that I could not control) occured and subsequent church intervention.
Familys birthing, living and dieing together in the same house as they used to, would make it easy for ghosts to remain for generations.
My head is full of frequent thoughts/impulses that are not my own that is something a parents would have done to excess like alcoholism violence, politics, certain patterns and styles that are familiar but not really me. It's all coming to a head as I pursue healing, a lot of resistance from inner forces to prevent my giving up what I dont need, that is harmful, yet traditional and accepted.
I might add that during my early life teen/twenties, I frequently woke up after intense dreaming about smoking tobacco, to the degree that it was 'normal' for me, to discover my fingers stained yellow with nicotice. I never touched tobacco!
This also happened to my siblings.
I automatically started drinking to stop pain without thinking about it and found ways to justify it easily. All a bit to easy.
Is there an approach to removing family ghosts?
I suppose one could do 'black magic' stuff with them and get them to obey my evey command, but it's probably better to get them to cross over
I doing this to get better and restore my health, not dominate strangers
I can easily communicate internally but am wary because of the negative nature of this. They may have actually helped me through a bunch of stuff are are keeping some of the abuse memories held back. I know this does happen.
This is assuming of course that family ghosts and ancestors are not the same.
Incidentally I would like to know how to sort out these family spirits and check on what is there. If I do in fact have a family Leprechaun with me and a Gargoyle, I would like to get to know them personally and work with them. Would be really usefull to discover the story of how they came to be associated to the family line. Someone must have written a work on this?
As usuall I am approacing this as a highly intutitive Autistic survival wizard, dropped in at the deep end of the cosmos. I am already in 'the occult' and need to make order out of it. I could use some assistance!
I found it confusing at first because only having just started to look at ancestor work, it seems that your ancestors are not ghosts but more part of your own energy.
I think that this could easily be confused as there are actual family ghosts involved that can wander into you before you have a natural defense against them. I recall a lot of stuff from before I could even talk and saw the magnetic field above peoples head, Leprechaun running through the wall to chat with me, and these strange white wispy things wandering around whispering to me, cold and icy as they entered.
I could see the thought form of my fathers father in him and so on. Still can, along with impossible facial contortions. It was horrific to a sensative and actually formed part of CPTSD from the faces. That and all the violence
To make it clear, the family ghosts I am trying to convey are not the facial expression energies, though they all have an effect.
I would say that unless you are born onto a family of priests/occultists who deal with this, most of the people on earth are possessed by these family ghosts in some way. It would explain a lot about the supposed human condition/hereditary problems if everyone got possessed from family ghosts before their first birthday!
I would explain even more about blame for bad behavior (that I could not control) occured and subsequent church intervention.
Familys birthing, living and dieing together in the same house as they used to, would make it easy for ghosts to remain for generations.
My head is full of frequent thoughts/impulses that are not my own that is something a parents would have done to excess like alcoholism violence, politics, certain patterns and styles that are familiar but not really me. It's all coming to a head as I pursue healing, a lot of resistance from inner forces to prevent my giving up what I dont need, that is harmful, yet traditional and accepted.
I might add that during my early life teen/twenties, I frequently woke up after intense dreaming about smoking tobacco, to the degree that it was 'normal' for me, to discover my fingers stained yellow with nicotice. I never touched tobacco!
This also happened to my siblings.
I automatically started drinking to stop pain without thinking about it and found ways to justify it easily. All a bit to easy.
Is there an approach to removing family ghosts?
I suppose one could do 'black magic' stuff with them and get them to obey my evey command, but it's probably better to get them to cross over
I doing this to get better and restore my health, not dominate strangers
I can easily communicate internally but am wary because of the negative nature of this. They may have actually helped me through a bunch of stuff are are keeping some of the abuse memories held back. I know this does happen.
This is assuming of course that family ghosts and ancestors are not the same.
Incidentally I would like to know how to sort out these family spirits and check on what is there. If I do in fact have a family Leprechaun with me and a Gargoyle, I would like to get to know them personally and work with them. Would be really usefull to discover the story of how they came to be associated to the family line. Someone must have written a work on this?
As usuall I am approacing this as a highly intutitive Autistic survival wizard, dropped in at the deep end of the cosmos. I am already in 'the occult' and need to make order out of it. I could use some assistance!