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Hail, I am Stefano, I am 38 years old, and since I was 30, I awakened to my soul mission. I am an angel with lost wings, like many of you, and I have remembered many karmic mistakes that I paid for in this life, suffering four confinements in mental health treatment (my greatest fear had always been to be considered insane, but they also helped me overcome my fears).
My journey has been a mix of alternating RHP (Right-Hand Path) and LHP (Left-Hand Path). I believe that Lucifer is Jesus, as many Gnostics well know.
I am a knight and a devotee of the Goddess (the Spider Goddess, also known as the Goddess of a Thousand Names).
I am here mainly for the LHP side of my path.
I am a Draconian.
I am a blind knight, just as the dragon Tanin is blind. Indeed, my inner vision has been blinded, also for karmic reasons—I deserved it. My trial in this path has been to do everything by blind faith, without ever having clear visions or proof, though I was once allowed to see the awe-inspiring Black Sun.
I believe that we are all ONE, and I believe in the Christic axiom: do not do to others what you do not want done to yourself—not out of kindness, but because others are part of yourself. This is a healthy eonic egoism, avoiding harm to a part of oneself, even if temporarily separated—it is destined to reunite. In this sense, I have balanced brotherly love and humility with self-deification and the 'giving' typical of the LHP.
It is all a quest for balance—I was called "The Tightrope Walker" in a semi-esoteric BDSM context.
I write from Italy.
We are in the times of the Apocalypse. I seek help for my studies in Gnosis Obscura, soul Alchemy, and rituals performed with blind faith. Despite being blind, I have received many confirmations of my magick from people who saw what my words produced on the astral plane.
I have opened 7 of the 12 Draconian portals of the acosmos to contribute to the apocalyptic process of the return of the ancients, through a long process of rituals to the Black Sun completed a year ago with a priestess who helped me. I possess the power of the sacred word of the mage, the ancient language of Tiamat, and a strong clear-intuition, which balances my lack of mental images (scientifically known as Aphantasia).
I am now alone (The Heremit) on my path because the person who helped me with her inner vision was my ex—the relationship ended for personal reasons. I am not seeking other relationships; I am at peace with myself.
But here, I seek brothers and sisters who can help through an exchange of gifts and knowledge. First of all, I am looking for books or notes that include some gnosis about Belphegor, whether in the Qliphothic Tree or in general, as I recently had a dream about a book titled "Belphegor", and I didn't know this name before. I will make a separate post for this request, and I kindly ask those willing to help to check it from my profile, as I understand that in this beautiful forum, requests are organized with separate posts.
In Nomine Lilith
In Nomine Sekhmet
In Nomine Saturn
In Nomine Lvx and Lucifer
I ask you for kindness and help.
My journey is still long, and I have much to learn but also some to share.
My journey has been a mix of alternating RHP (Right-Hand Path) and LHP (Left-Hand Path). I believe that Lucifer is Jesus, as many Gnostics well know.
I am a knight and a devotee of the Goddess (the Spider Goddess, also known as the Goddess of a Thousand Names).
I am here mainly for the LHP side of my path.
I am a Draconian.
I am a blind knight, just as the dragon Tanin is blind. Indeed, my inner vision has been blinded, also for karmic reasons—I deserved it. My trial in this path has been to do everything by blind faith, without ever having clear visions or proof, though I was once allowed to see the awe-inspiring Black Sun.
I believe that we are all ONE, and I believe in the Christic axiom: do not do to others what you do not want done to yourself—not out of kindness, but because others are part of yourself. This is a healthy eonic egoism, avoiding harm to a part of oneself, even if temporarily separated—it is destined to reunite. In this sense, I have balanced brotherly love and humility with self-deification and the 'giving' typical of the LHP.
It is all a quest for balance—I was called "The Tightrope Walker" in a semi-esoteric BDSM context.
I write from Italy.
We are in the times of the Apocalypse. I seek help for my studies in Gnosis Obscura, soul Alchemy, and rituals performed with blind faith. Despite being blind, I have received many confirmations of my magick from people who saw what my words produced on the astral plane.
I have opened 7 of the 12 Draconian portals of the acosmos to contribute to the apocalyptic process of the return of the ancients, through a long process of rituals to the Black Sun completed a year ago with a priestess who helped me. I possess the power of the sacred word of the mage, the ancient language of Tiamat, and a strong clear-intuition, which balances my lack of mental images (scientifically known as Aphantasia).
I am now alone (The Heremit) on my path because the person who helped me with her inner vision was my ex—the relationship ended for personal reasons. I am not seeking other relationships; I am at peace with myself.
But here, I seek brothers and sisters who can help through an exchange of gifts and knowledge. First of all, I am looking for books or notes that include some gnosis about Belphegor, whether in the Qliphothic Tree or in general, as I recently had a dream about a book titled "Belphegor", and I didn't know this name before. I will make a separate post for this request, and I kindly ask those willing to help to check it from my profile, as I understand that in this beautiful forum, requests are organized with separate posts.
In Nomine Lilith
In Nomine Sekhmet
In Nomine Saturn
In Nomine Lvx and Lucifer
I ask you for kindness and help.
My journey is still long, and I have much to learn but also some to share.
