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Im not sure how or where to begin and apologize for any bad grammer and ramblings.
firsty im a man had an interaction with what i belive to be lilith a few nights ago before even knowing anything about her and decided to find people who might understand and guide me in the right direction.
Ok so i will try to be as truthful and clear as possible about what happened.
(Night 1)
I was sitting in my room and had the sudden urge to contact a sex demon (not even for sex) and i didnt know why at the time because im normally distrustful of most entity's and have avoided it most of my life.
I found myself drawing liliths sigil in a piece of paper and i set up a small alter on a red and black blanket then i remembered i had some dmt i made a few years ago so i grabed what i could find then waited till 3am and took a few hits (i didnt blast off just saw geometry and colours) and began chanting liliths name while staring at the sigil.
i remember walking around with he sigil in my hand and ended up looiking at my self in the mirror in my room asking my self who am i towards the end of the trip.
After this i grabed some food and sat at my computer for an hour trying to understand what i was even doing googling her think and 1 hour later on the dot (4am) a random black cat had come into my house and walked into my room and looked into the mirror that i was staring at 1 hour earlier.
I couldnt see its eyes in the reflection and it seemed fuzzy around the edges of its face.
I made a tch tch noise to get its attetion and it ran out of my room.
I went outside to see how it got in and my back door was open i thought i had closed.
I remember seeing a shadow at my door again like 30 mins later at my door blocking the light i thought was the cat again but nothing was there.
I knew at this point i had contacted something and begain researching lilith until the next night.
(Night 2)
I had an old dagger with dragon athetics on it and decided to gift it to her at the alter i made earlier in the day and i said this was the oldest thing i own and im gifting it to you at which point i seem to be filled with great joy and happiness like when you gift a girl somthing nice and they get all sweet.
i waited till 3 am and began chanting her name again.
I could feel the same energy i could feel the night before like a burning on my skin but it was coming from inside my body and asked her to accept my as her pupal and son.
The same cat that came into my room the night before started screaming outside the same time i was asking her.
I was hoping that was a yes but i cant be sure.
(Night 3)
i spend the next night reading Embrasing Lilith by Mark H Wiilliams all the way threw and thats when i understood why i had been drawn to her so much, we are cut from the same cloth so to speak and im not gonna lie i have kinda fallen for her.
Once i had finished i prepared a little more detailed ritual alter and placed a cup with red wine down and begain chanting some words from the book i had just read but i had a feeling before i began she wasnt going to do anything or appear but tried anyway.
It was the full moon and im pretty sure she had other plans but thats just imo.
Did the ritual and then went back to researching her.
And that pretty much it so far, im getting hot flashes on and off since and now im here seeking advice.
Os this really lilith?
Should i be learning magik?
I wanna avoid making her angry any advice on that would be greatful.
its now 3am and i hear that cat again as i finish writing this.
firsty im a man had an interaction with what i belive to be lilith a few nights ago before even knowing anything about her and decided to find people who might understand and guide me in the right direction.
Ok so i will try to be as truthful and clear as possible about what happened.
(Night 1)
I was sitting in my room and had the sudden urge to contact a sex demon (not even for sex) and i didnt know why at the time because im normally distrustful of most entity's and have avoided it most of my life.
I found myself drawing liliths sigil in a piece of paper and i set up a small alter on a red and black blanket then i remembered i had some dmt i made a few years ago so i grabed what i could find then waited till 3am and took a few hits (i didnt blast off just saw geometry and colours) and began chanting liliths name while staring at the sigil.
i remember walking around with he sigil in my hand and ended up looiking at my self in the mirror in my room asking my self who am i towards the end of the trip.
After this i grabed some food and sat at my computer for an hour trying to understand what i was even doing googling her think and 1 hour later on the dot (4am) a random black cat had come into my house and walked into my room and looked into the mirror that i was staring at 1 hour earlier.
I couldnt see its eyes in the reflection and it seemed fuzzy around the edges of its face.
I made a tch tch noise to get its attetion and it ran out of my room.
I went outside to see how it got in and my back door was open i thought i had closed.
I remember seeing a shadow at my door again like 30 mins later at my door blocking the light i thought was the cat again but nothing was there.
I knew at this point i had contacted something and begain researching lilith until the next night.
(Night 2)
I had an old dagger with dragon athetics on it and decided to gift it to her at the alter i made earlier in the day and i said this was the oldest thing i own and im gifting it to you at which point i seem to be filled with great joy and happiness like when you gift a girl somthing nice and they get all sweet.
i waited till 3 am and began chanting her name again.
I could feel the same energy i could feel the night before like a burning on my skin but it was coming from inside my body and asked her to accept my as her pupal and son.
The same cat that came into my room the night before started screaming outside the same time i was asking her.
I was hoping that was a yes but i cant be sure.
(Night 3)
i spend the next night reading Embrasing Lilith by Mark H Wiilliams all the way threw and thats when i understood why i had been drawn to her so much, we are cut from the same cloth so to speak and im not gonna lie i have kinda fallen for her.
Once i had finished i prepared a little more detailed ritual alter and placed a cup with red wine down and begain chanting some words from the book i had just read but i had a feeling before i began she wasnt going to do anything or appear but tried anyway.
It was the full moon and im pretty sure she had other plans but thats just imo.
Did the ritual and then went back to researching her.
And that pretty much it so far, im getting hot flashes on and off since and now im here seeking advice.
Os this really lilith?
Should i be learning magik?
I wanna avoid making her angry any advice on that would be greatful.
its now 3am and i hear that cat again as i finish writing this.
