hello I am the demonic chosen

[demonicchosen]

My name is Alex and I've spent my entire life as a Christian I'm not saying I don't believe in God I just say that the believe that we have in God and it's Christians everything's been whitewashed everything's been used to reduce our power and make us weak and docile and I'm no longer real biting by those rules and I'm willing to do whatever it takes to gain power and show the true form of the chosen ones at this planet I'm here to wake people up I'm here to do anything that it takes to Crow spiritually and I believe it's going to take witchcraft I'm not used to witchcraft I'm such a beginner all I understand is salt so someone who understands demonology please

 

[Robert Ramsay]

Did... a demon write this ..?

My first impression is that you should get your head in order before you start messing about with demonology. And by 'get your head in order' I mean start by writing in proper sentences.

 

[Morell]

My name is Alex and I've spent my entire life as a Christian I'm not saying I don't believe in God I just say that the believe that we have in God and it's Christians everything's been whitewashed everything's been used to reduce our power and make us weak and docile and I'm no longer real biting by those rules and I'm willing to do whatever it takes to gain power and show the true form of the chosen ones at this planet I'm here to wake people up I'm here to do anything that it takes to Crow spiritually and I believe it's going to take witchcraft I'm not used to witchcraft I'm such a beginner all I understand is salt so someone who understands demonology please

What do you truly want? To do what you want and not to care about consequences? To punish people who hurt you?

You do seem to me like an angry person who feels betrayed by others. But anger is a bad advisor and can get you into trouble you definitely do not need.

 

[Mh4419]

Welcome
is it introduction ? But definitely is not Tutorial.

 

[Yazata]

Welcome
is it introduction ? But definitely is not Tutorial.

Missed that, thank you

 

[Ohana]

I am also new here. I think I may have went through what you went through. Maybe? I am still new so I do not know. I was new to this and then getting the occult thrown at me all at once was very emotional and scary.

I was really emotional and thought I need to do everything now. I go through a lot of anxiety. But sometimes patience is needed. Even if these chosen ones exist I assume they are still people. People that need time to chill and think and feel and sometimes might make not the best decisions in emotional turmoil. Thats what people do though sometimes. Sometimes not.

Writing emotions down can help in a journal or in a forum or talking to friends or people you know about this can help. Learning for yourself about this can also help ground these expierences.

I kind of relate to what you are going through so I felt like I could respond.

 

[Accipeveldare]

My name is Alex and I've spent my entire life as a Christian I'm not saying I don't believe in God I just say that the believe that we have in God and it's Christians everything's been whitewashed everything's been used to reduce our power and make us weak and docile and I'm no longer real biting by those rules and I'm willing to do whatever it takes to gain power and show the true form of the chosen ones at this planet I'm here to wake people up I'm here to do anything that it takes to Crow spiritually and I believe it's going to take witchcraft I'm not used to witchcraft I'm such a beginner all I understand is salt so someone who understands demonology please

I would suggest sorting out your values and asking yourself why you ACTUALLY want to mess with demonology. I cannot stop you from doing so, but you will not get far without a clear head. Also, i must point out that you seem to have anger built up and may have some bad motives for messing with the occult. Please, for what is good for you, come back (if ever) when you know what you really want.

 

[demonicchosen]

What do you truly want? To do what you want and not to care about consequences? To punish people who hurt you?

You do seem to me like an angry person who feels betrayed by others. But anger is a bad advisor and can get you into trouble you definitely do not need.

Wow ok thanks for the help I guess . I just want to evolve . I'm not a witch I don't do witchcraft I don't know anything about it but I know Im not just going to accept the water down bs we are forced to accept . I don't want to hurt people or punish people more like prove to others that evil is misunderstood power but maybe talk to me or know me before insulting me.

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I would suggest sorting out your values and asking yourself why you ACTUALLY want to mess with demonology. I cannot stop you from doing so, but you will not get far without a clear head. Also, i must point out that you seem to have anger built up and may have some bad motives for messing with the occult. Please, for what is good for you, come back (if ever) when you know what you really want

I am also new here. I think I may have went through what you went through. Maybe? I am still new so I do not know. I was new to this and then getting the occult thrown at me all at once was very emotional and scary.

I was really emotional and thought I need to do everything now. I go through a lot of anxiety. But sometimes patience is needed. Even if these chosen ones exist I assume they are still people. People that need time to chill and think and feel and sometimes might make not the best decisions in emotional turmoil. Thats what people do though sometimes. Sometimes not.

Writing emotions down can help in a journal or in a forum or talking to friends or people you know about this can help. Learning for yourself about this can also help ground these expierences.

I kind of relate to what you are going through so I felt like I could respond.

I got a lot of negative responses I guess I just can't type cause I'm not angry and it seems like that's all anyone cares about which is annoying .

Post automatically merged: Tuesday at 3:36 PM

What do you truly want? To do what you want and not to care about consequences? To punish people who hurt you?

You do seem to me like an angry person who feels betrayed by others. But anger is a bad advisor and can get you into trouble you definitely do not need.

My bad if i seemed angry I just typed but I guess I can see how it would be misunderstood. I just want to understand the depth of my potential. I just want ancient knowledge idk am i wrong fur asking for help ?

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Ok grammar police my bad I forgot it's spell casting get it lol spellll casting . But glad that's what u care about my grammar.

 

[Aldebaran]

Personal evolution is a worthy goal for sure. Do you know what the goal will look like? Do you know or have a point where you decide 'I evolved'? By looking at the final destination it often can give clarity on potential routes to get there.

Take a look in the Library here and find what pulls you in. Thats a GREAT place to start. Welcome.

 

[demonicchosen]

Honestly that's a great question and that is a constant progression like when I thought I never would stop something. Then one day I just don't want it that's when I reflect and state I have evolved but I feel I've reached the peak of my own knowledge and ability , alone. Now I feel with someone with more knowledge practice and wisdom may be able to push me out of this rift I'm stuck in . So I just want to understand the esotericism of the occult

 

[Morell]

Oh yeah, the OP gave somehow angry vibe. No hard feelings though.

Now, concerning ancient knowledge, I'll have to ruin this myth. You are former Christian if I understand correct. That means that if you still have Bible at home, you have book containing 2000 - 3500 years old knowledge contained in that book. (some parts might be even older) Age doesn't make knolwdege more valuable. A lot of ancient knowledge we were able to uncover and decrypt to become readable, is either already prooven truth or overcome with better knowledge. Bible is testament to that. You can watch a lot of videos to see what each part is about, you can explore dead sea scrolls, some being very ancient. You can explore myths and texts of ancient Egypt. People were back then just like they are today. Do not expect miracles of knowledge as if recovered from Atlantis or Lemuria or other ancient civilisations.

Honestly that's a great question and that is a constant progression like when I thought I never would stop something. Then one day I just don't want it that's when I reflect and state I have evolved but I feel I've reached the peak of my own knowledge and ability , alone. Now I feel with someone with more knowledge practice and wisdom may be able to push me out of this rift I'm stuck in . So I just want to understand the esotericism of the occult

I got to that state few times myself. I was always wrong. In my case it was like a mental state, I assume, kind of trained into me by education. I was given some texts, once I mastered them I thought I know all and that there is not more to learn. It is hard to fight this conviction.

 

[Robert Ramsay]

Oh yeah, the OP gave somehow angry vibe. No hard feelings though.

Now, concerning ancient knowledge, I'll have to ruin this myth. You are former Christian if I understand correct. That means that if you still have Bible at home, you have book containing 2000 - 3500 years old knowledge contained in that book. (some parts might be even older) Age doesn't make knolwdege more valuable. A lot of ancient knowledge we were able to uncover and decrypt to become readable, is either already prooven truth or overcome with better knowledge. Bible is testament to that. You can watch a lot of videos to see what each part is about, you can explore dead sea scrolls, some being very ancient. You can explore myths and texts of ancient Egypt. People were back then just like they are today. Do not expect miracles of knowledge as if recovered from Atlantis or Lemuria or other ancient civilisations.


I got to that state few times myself. I was always wrong. In my case it was like a mental state, I assume, kind of trained into me by education. I was given some texts, once I mastered them I thought I know all and that there is not more to learn. It is hard to fight this conviction.

I think what he meant was that he'd tealised that he'd reached the limit of what he could do on his own, and that's why he's here looking for someone to help him to the next stage

 

[Morell]

I think what he meant was that he'd tealised that he'd reached the limit of what he could do on his own, and that's why he's here looking for someone to help him to the next stage

Don't know. I'll let @demonicchosen to express himself, if and what is right or wrong in our asumptions. You might be right, I don't know, I just share my own experience, whether it proves useful or not...

 

[Aldebaran]

I just want to understand the esotericism of the occult

I hear you. This is a great place to point you down paths. Download some books that interest you then start a journal or discussions about topics that interest you on further questions that emerge from your readings. Someone is sure to chime in and send you down another path.

Eventually, some paths lead to roads. And all roads lead to Rome.

There are dead ends, wandering paths, a lot of circle backs.. but if you keep travelling, you'll find the road you enjoy the most. I wish i can recommend a book for you but unfortuantely i only seem to find half truths or never the full picture in a book. The occult is like trying to navigate from 100's of shredded maps thrown into a box. You pull out a piece, look at it, see if it matches ANYTHING around you in the terrain. If it does you try it for as long as it takes you, then you realize it is the wrong piece of the map or , if youre lucky, its a partial piece in the right direction. But then you have to dig through that box of shredded map pieces to try and find the piece of paper that goes next.