I need help doing efficacious spell and invocation work. Every attempt has failed, and I have often been left standing in the circle, feeling like an idiot after saying a spell or reciting an invocation.
I’ve tried a lot of things—lucid dreaming, visualization, hypnosis, etc.—over the years, but with no results. In terms of using visualization, I can honestly say I do not possess this essential faculty (inner sight), which I’ve read is often crucial for magic. I don’t dream, and I can’t visualize anything.
I’ve even tried proper Zen meditation—and still, nothing.
I have offered to pay certain authors of notable works on magic to help me acquire the necessary “qualifications.” Not one could do it, even on a whim, and they’ve all turned down the proposition.
I seem to be missing something (I don’t know what). I’ve tried everything I’ve read over the years, and I’m sick of all of it. I prefer practicality over theory or talk—talk is cheap.
Deep doubt has set in, where curiosity and enthusiasm once were.
Is something wrong with me? Please, Can anyone offer any real help?
I’ve tried a lot of things—lucid dreaming, visualization, hypnosis, etc.—over the years, but with no results. In terms of using visualization, I can honestly say I do not possess this essential faculty (inner sight), which I’ve read is often crucial for magic. I don’t dream, and I can’t visualize anything.
I’ve even tried proper Zen meditation—and still, nothing.
I have offered to pay certain authors of notable works on magic to help me acquire the necessary “qualifications.” Not one could do it, even on a whim, and they’ve all turned down the proposition.
I seem to be missing something (I don’t know what). I’ve tried everything I’ve read over the years, and I’m sick of all of it. I prefer practicality over theory or talk—talk is cheap.
Deep doubt has set in, where curiosity and enthusiasm once were.
Is something wrong with me? Please, Can anyone offer any real help?