I could change what I do. Could switch Mimosa Pudica for the St johns wort, as mimosa is to relieve pain and also works on depression.
I don't like big pharma anything, and only use in emergency with reluctance.
I am blessed to have a great deal of insight and foresight, but ought to have the background information to work on.
It's probable that one is not supposed to clear all blocks at once.
I can't let anything depressive get a hold of me again. It is closely linked to unconsciousness and trapped negative energy, especially behind the eyes. Visions play a big part in diagnosis.
Need to get the filthy energy out safely and have paid for healing meditation course, it is working, but it is tough.
Somehow need to clear out the base energy to recover, using herbals. It's what Shamans do
Ginseng in the day for unconsciousness, along with mullein for apathy and Thuja for grief. Could use licorice instead of Thuja, as Licorice lowers blood pressure and makes sleepy.
I tried antidepressants once, there was an effect for sure, but coming off was disgusting.
It does not address any hormone imbalances.
Apparently Autism commonly has low dopamine, it is easy to miss.
I am becoming aware of personality traits that are queuing up to be integrated. Mainstream meds prevent healing, but damp down symptoms.
I need to feel to heal.
So without St Johns wort I should be ok, if there is something else instead.
I hope it makes sense, it is basically a giant vision quest.