Question is simple. Coming from a background of hippie visionary who had fear and psychological problems, finding out about certain LHP aspects of occult such as demology led me to discover myself and integrate my shadow in a more wholesome way and they actually yielded better results in my life.. Therefore, I still carry on with the practice. However, i take issue with the fact that the sources or people I formerly followed on social media who do RHP still do RHP and specifically I stumbled upon a video of a certain person whom I used to love following (an Islamically religious magician/sorcress?) who said things about demonology that I now kinda wanna unhear because it shook my logic about the LHP-RHP conformity. Driectly quoting her words, "Do you think that the Satan who refused to prostrate to Adam is going to pimp out your wishes?" she says...I've seen similiar things from a Catholic magician's entry in this forum about placing 12 swords on the altar while evoking a demon so that it doesn't penetrate into your reality in a negative manner but will only stay put to make the contract but this is pretty mild compared the other one. I mean, It sounded bad when I heard this because I've known Chaos, I have known RHP; but LHP is only a very recent thing for me and I have already seen results whether correlated or not. On the other hand, yes, RHP has given me a good basis for magical practice. Force opening some of the barriers I had between myself and Ahe All has removed by its merit and developed my imagination to the degree necessary in the practices I now practice but to be very exact, it has not achieved me somne of the physical wishes I had while on the other hand, with the momentum I have on LHP it seems very unlikely that I will leave an overwhelming majority of these desires unfulfilled soon. Thusly, the question becomes, is there a fault in my understanding of RHP-LHP schism? How do you answer the quote I shared above? and most importantly why should I keep up with demonology if I should keep up with it?