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Since the year 2022, I've been trying to get a job. I always imagined and pre-planned what I would do after I get one so I can fit it to a schedule I also planned to make. I always imaged what it would be like and what the future of my career would be. But after knowing about Magick and needing to let it go for it to happen, I understand now that maybe me fantasizing about it has made my conscious get in the way of my subconscious. Although even then when I gave up on it and let it go, I have not gotten a job yet. I have had terrible luck with getting one, I tell them what's on my mind, I tell them what they want to hear, I show them my resume and I change just to fit their description. Some jobs didnt even require experience and I still didnt get it. When I started doing sigil magick, I made one that said "I find a job around my town and secure it" and during me meditating on that sigil for a while the circle around it started disappearing over and iver every 2-3 seconds I had my eyes and reappeared when I blinked. But also even when I blinked, it just disappeared again. Afte it was done I easily got distracted and forgot about it. I went to go walk around my town and went to a same store that told me before they weren't hiring, but a lady their said her brother was going to quit after he went to college so after that she told me leave my name, age, and phone number. I'm not sure when her brother would leave and I don't know if I should risk it on that job. It's convenient and close to my house so I'm not sure if I should keep waiting.
I also do go to apply for a job my dad offered me, I left an application to the new job I wanted to get and left my phone number. But when my dad they told him I didn't leave my phone number and forgot to put my social security. There was no where in that application where it said to leave my social security. I don't understand anymore, I've let it go, I've kept it off my mind, but should I keep persisting or wait more? Or has just typing and remembering this dwindled my chances even more?
I'm not sure if its bad luck since one time I chanted King Paimons enn during one of my runs just to maybe get his attention. But since I also had crosses in my house and now realize that might hurt him or threaten him, I think that might be another reason why. But I have been reading a book on Magickal Protection by Damon Brand, although I haven't yet got to the master protection ritual part yet and I've only been doing the sword protection ritual. I had made enemies in the past but I don't even know if they know about Magick.
I can't wait anymore just to be rejected and wait weeks or even months for a new job opportunity. Is there anyone who can tell me how I can possibly get a job more safely to secure it? Any methods or other alternatives? And also other possible things to increase my chances of getting that particular job?
I also do go to apply for a job my dad offered me, I left an application to the new job I wanted to get and left my phone number. But when my dad they told him I didn't leave my phone number and forgot to put my social security. There was no where in that application where it said to leave my social security. I don't understand anymore, I've let it go, I've kept it off my mind, but should I keep persisting or wait more? Or has just typing and remembering this dwindled my chances even more?
I'm not sure if its bad luck since one time I chanted King Paimons enn during one of my runs just to maybe get his attention. But since I also had crosses in my house and now realize that might hurt him or threaten him, I think that might be another reason why. But I have been reading a book on Magickal Protection by Damon Brand, although I haven't yet got to the master protection ritual part yet and I've only been doing the sword protection ritual. I had made enemies in the past but I don't even know if they know about Magick.
I can't wait anymore just to be rejected and wait weeks or even months for a new job opportunity. Is there anyone who can tell me how I can possibly get a job more safely to secure it? Any methods or other alternatives? And also other possible things to increase my chances of getting that particular job?