I figured how to interface with my mind, is like tuning consciousness, condensing it into a small point like a laser. Performed as smooth as oiled machinery with extreme precision and intent. Like everything that mattered in that moment was just that.
What i must say is that those actions in question have provoked a chain of actions that have led me to discover more insight and knowledge. So i must continue those practices, i request help.
What set this apart from other rituals is that my mind correctly interfaces with what i want and feel should do, my emotions align with my actions. I want something specific that only i understand. I usually trigger those states using music and personal daydreams/imagination, is there a way to get into those altered states of mind without having to use those things?
So far i tried to understand those states of mind and realized that they all concede themselves to me because they apparently relate to/originate from my mission, as if it only speaks a language which i happen to understand but need to learn to speak more.
I can get into strong trances and manifest whatever i want if i deem it convenient, the issue is that the language my emotions speak is very very specific and i need it to interface with other areas of life which hold no apparent connection/relation.
Im looking for information about or related to my situation but i havent had any luck and so im asking here if there is a way to make whatever situation i happen to be connect/interface somehow with my emotions. Even if i have to change myself (change my personality or mold my emotions) or change the exterior (change my enviroment or the situations i work with)
I've been entertaining reconceptualizing everything to manifest it into entities, objects or archetypes that my mind sympathizes with who are analog to outside (alien, external, different) entities which my mind is uninterested in.
This might not be practical in the long run but its okay i dont really plan to use it beyond certain uses.
On another note, i realized that most people work with magic within an outside to inside perspective, trying to mold themselves into external situations, instead of inside to outside. I Imagine the answer being lack of practicality, but there are plenty of uses for the mind even in an "unexternalized" state, at least i've personally found. I wonder why is this. Even if useless, i find not developing these senses a potential disservice.
What i must say is that those actions in question have provoked a chain of actions that have led me to discover more insight and knowledge. So i must continue those practices, i request help.
What set this apart from other rituals is that my mind correctly interfaces with what i want and feel should do, my emotions align with my actions. I want something specific that only i understand. I usually trigger those states using music and personal daydreams/imagination, is there a way to get into those altered states of mind without having to use those things?
So far i tried to understand those states of mind and realized that they all concede themselves to me because they apparently relate to/originate from my mission, as if it only speaks a language which i happen to understand but need to learn to speak more.
I can get into strong trances and manifest whatever i want if i deem it convenient, the issue is that the language my emotions speak is very very specific and i need it to interface with other areas of life which hold no apparent connection/relation.
Im looking for information about or related to my situation but i havent had any luck and so im asking here if there is a way to make whatever situation i happen to be connect/interface somehow with my emotions. Even if i have to change myself (change my personality or mold my emotions) or change the exterior (change my enviroment or the situations i work with)
I've been entertaining reconceptualizing everything to manifest it into entities, objects or archetypes that my mind sympathizes with who are analog to outside (alien, external, different) entities which my mind is uninterested in.
This might not be practical in the long run but its okay i dont really plan to use it beyond certain uses.
On another note, i realized that most people work with magic within an outside to inside perspective, trying to mold themselves into external situations, instead of inside to outside. I Imagine the answer being lack of practicality, but there are plenty of uses for the mind even in an "unexternalized" state, at least i've personally found. I wonder why is this. Even if useless, i find not developing these senses a potential disservice.