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I am pretty new to the entire world of occultism, and started out with learning about the left-hand-path (LHP) from the book Persuasions of the Witch's Craft, by Tanya L. Ruhrmann.
After having read and browsed the web some, I found out that the left-hand-path more or less constitutes the refusal of mainstream social norms and values, especially those which are alive due to ignorance/corruption in some way or form, together with what I interpret for myself as a quest of independence on the spiritual front instead of being forced to submit under a higher spiritual authority.
The reason (I think) I feel this natural predisposition towards the LHP-side of things is because from my POV, I think most people in society tend to be shortsighted, stupid and apathetic and they may either cause evil/harm directly by their own initiative, or simply be complicit with a process that causes harm to someone simply because this process does not affect them (like for example, people being complicit with someone getting bullied cuz it's not affecting them). I am not yet ready to die on this hill that most people tend to be rather short-sighted, stupid and apathetic, and maybe this will change as I gain more life experience, but so far I don't look very favorably at the "average person."
So in short short, those points about the quest for independence resonate greatly with me, but from the way I interpreted the first chapter, is that the LHP also seems to incorporate aspects of evil in its philosophy. It could very well be that I am misinterpreting this, which if that's the case, ends this discussion right there and then, but that is something I am not sure whether that is something I am comfortable with. In a nutshell,
My goal is not to simply inverse the, (to me) paradoxical, norm that says you are supposed to be good, and then proceed to be "evil" for the sake of it. Yes, I resonate with the forms of independence that LHP subscribes to. Yes, I believe it's best to be swimming against the tides and resist most, if not all, what mainstream culture stands for today. But I did not plan on being evil. I believe that one should try to make positive impacts and wish to stay good-hearted while still proceeding with my investigation of the LHP. I wish to be independent, and from what I have read so far, am feeling very optimistic about adopting the LHP-philosophy, but still wish to remain good-hearted, like how Vassago from the Ars Goethia is a high-ranking demon, but still good-hearted (as far as I am aware from my very limited understanding), I also seek to strike a balance between what I assume could be called "rebellion" but still be good-hearted too.
Am I the only person experiencing this dilemma between LHP and "evilness"? Am I misinterpreting fundamental points LHP stands for or doing anything wrong in this regard? Some bits of advice and new perspective would be greatly appreciated.
Thank you for reading this and happy holidays!
I am pretty new to the entire world of occultism, and started out with learning about the left-hand-path (LHP) from the book Persuasions of the Witch's Craft, by Tanya L. Ruhrmann.
After having read and browsed the web some, I found out that the left-hand-path more or less constitutes the refusal of mainstream social norms and values, especially those which are alive due to ignorance/corruption in some way or form, together with what I interpret for myself as a quest of independence on the spiritual front instead of being forced to submit under a higher spiritual authority.
The reason (I think) I feel this natural predisposition towards the LHP-side of things is because from my POV, I think most people in society tend to be shortsighted, stupid and apathetic and they may either cause evil/harm directly by their own initiative, or simply be complicit with a process that causes harm to someone simply because this process does not affect them (like for example, people being complicit with someone getting bullied cuz it's not affecting them). I am not yet ready to die on this hill that most people tend to be rather short-sighted, stupid and apathetic, and maybe this will change as I gain more life experience, but so far I don't look very favorably at the "average person."
So in short short, those points about the quest for independence resonate greatly with me, but from the way I interpreted the first chapter, is that the LHP also seems to incorporate aspects of evil in its philosophy. It could very well be that I am misinterpreting this, which if that's the case, ends this discussion right there and then, but that is something I am not sure whether that is something I am comfortable with. In a nutshell,
My goal is not to simply inverse the, (to me) paradoxical, norm that says you are supposed to be good, and then proceed to be "evil" for the sake of it. Yes, I resonate with the forms of independence that LHP subscribes to. Yes, I believe it's best to be swimming against the tides and resist most, if not all, what mainstream culture stands for today. But I did not plan on being evil. I believe that one should try to make positive impacts and wish to stay good-hearted while still proceeding with my investigation of the LHP. I wish to be independent, and from what I have read so far, am feeling very optimistic about adopting the LHP-philosophy, but still wish to remain good-hearted, like how Vassago from the Ars Goethia is a high-ranking demon, but still good-hearted (as far as I am aware from my very limited understanding), I also seek to strike a balance between what I assume could be called "rebellion" but still be good-hearted too.
Am I the only person experiencing this dilemma between LHP and "evilness"? Am I misinterpreting fundamental points LHP stands for or doing anything wrong in this regard? Some bits of advice and new perspective would be greatly appreciated.
Thank you for reading this and happy holidays!