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I am unsure where to post this exactly. First I wanted to share my journal from that period, but after having read it this morning I decided not to hand it over to the world. So this is in part a book recommendation, and also me dropping a name..
Mods please don't ban me if this is in the wrong category okay?
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Some years ago I was on another forum and got very impressed by the threads of a young Magician by the name of Xag Darklight.
He displayed an amazing talent for demonic possession and posted many great and original rituals, and when he announced he wanted to do a group-working with the Goetic demon Shax, I messaged him saying I'd like to join. This short course was truly inspiring and I absolutely loved it.
Not too long after this he posted that he was going to do a similar group-working focused on 4 demonic monks, with the goal of initiation into the Black Sun.
Four of us joined his group DM where he gave us the instructions, incantations and seals. These seals were drawn with pencil and photographed and I felt they deserved some attention so I cleaned them up and made digital versions that each of us then could print out for convenience.
He liked these very much and asked me to do a couple more, which I gladly did.
Then one day Xag told us he was going to write a book with / on king Paimon. I was enthusiastic and, because I had now read and seen the effect of other writings of his, I knew for sure this was going to be a success. At that time I had just finished proof-reading a (non-occult) book for someone else, and my daytime job also consisted of detecting and correcting small mistakes in texts, and so I offered to do the proof-reading for his book.
So Xag gave me a link to his google-doc and I started. It quickly became clear that he had typed it in a frenzy, and the whole book was like one long sentence without capitals, comma's, periods or paragraphs. As he was still very young back then and often got stuck in a loop of certain terms, it was at times hard to understand what he was trying to say. I rewrote some parts of the text – but always notifying him of this and only giving it as suggestions – and also made digital versions of the photographs of blood-soaked seals he sent me.
I was therefore reading the book very closely and practically in real time as the author was writing it. One day he sent me the seal of one of the spirits under king Paimon, the incantation, and the description of his powers. This one “spoke” to me more than any of the other ones. The seal kept grabbing my attention and after a while I decided to make a 13 week long pact with this spirit in the winter of 2019. From Halloween until Candlemass I called on this spirit (Rtut) once a week.
The procedure was always the same. I performed the LBRP, then I called to king Paimon with his Enn and Seal, and when I sensed he was there I greeted him and then placed the seal in the triangle. Then I'd take the seal of Rtut, open it and chant his Enn, cut myself with the dagger I had made and dedicated to Azazel, and smear the blood on the seal (very little blood). Then the seal was placed on top of the seal of Paimon in the triangle and I communicated with Rtut.
In total I received 8 chants and 8 rituals. There is no doubt in my mind that this was a success. The mindset I had then was not the most positive though and, with the exception of 2, all rituals and chants were “evil” and meant to harm others. There was one in particular that I did over a longer period of time on an individual who suffered an epileptic seizure (but if this and the events that followed it were “actually” the result of my working is something I prefer to remain uncertain).
The one positive thing that I do want to share is the effect on my eyes. My whole lifestyle has changed since then, and this could obviously also play a part, but in that period my eyes would often dry out, causing blurry vision, pain in my eyeballs and infected eyelids. Rtut showed me (in my mind..) how I was standing in the dark, looking at two stars, I heard the incantation KIV A ROHM IMAR, and then the stars fell from the sky into my eyes. Every morning after this, when I rode to work at 5:30 through the fields, in darkness, I stopped for a minute to look at two stars that were relatively close to each other, whispered the words, and visualized the stars becoming my eyes.
I'm not saying that within a week I threw away my glasses and melted ice with my stare. But the gradual improvement is significant and every time I get new glasses the optometrist says my sight got better. Can't even remember the last time I had dry eyes.
The book was posted on here this week. Give it a look, but don't simply read it: work through it. And if you like it – buy it.
Don't bother trying to find any mention of me as the illustrator in there though, because @Xag9
unfortunately was unable to squeeze that in
Here is the original image of the duke Rtut
Praise to Rtut
I am unsure where to post this exactly. First I wanted to share my journal from that period, but after having read it this morning I decided not to hand it over to the world. So this is in part a book recommendation, and also me dropping a name..
Mods please don't ban me if this is in the wrong category okay?
*
Some years ago I was on another forum and got very impressed by the threads of a young Magician by the name of Xag Darklight.
He displayed an amazing talent for demonic possession and posted many great and original rituals, and when he announced he wanted to do a group-working with the Goetic demon Shax, I messaged him saying I'd like to join. This short course was truly inspiring and I absolutely loved it.
Not too long after this he posted that he was going to do a similar group-working focused on 4 demonic monks, with the goal of initiation into the Black Sun.
Four of us joined his group DM where he gave us the instructions, incantations and seals. These seals were drawn with pencil and photographed and I felt they deserved some attention so I cleaned them up and made digital versions that each of us then could print out for convenience.
He liked these very much and asked me to do a couple more, which I gladly did.
Then one day Xag told us he was going to write a book with / on king Paimon. I was enthusiastic and, because I had now read and seen the effect of other writings of his, I knew for sure this was going to be a success. At that time I had just finished proof-reading a (non-occult) book for someone else, and my daytime job also consisted of detecting and correcting small mistakes in texts, and so I offered to do the proof-reading for his book.
So Xag gave me a link to his google-doc and I started. It quickly became clear that he had typed it in a frenzy, and the whole book was like one long sentence without capitals, comma's, periods or paragraphs. As he was still very young back then and often got stuck in a loop of certain terms, it was at times hard to understand what he was trying to say. I rewrote some parts of the text – but always notifying him of this and only giving it as suggestions – and also made digital versions of the photographs of blood-soaked seals he sent me.
I was therefore reading the book very closely and practically in real time as the author was writing it. One day he sent me the seal of one of the spirits under king Paimon, the incantation, and the description of his powers. This one “spoke” to me more than any of the other ones. The seal kept grabbing my attention and after a while I decided to make a 13 week long pact with this spirit in the winter of 2019. From Halloween until Candlemass I called on this spirit (Rtut) once a week.
The procedure was always the same. I performed the LBRP, then I called to king Paimon with his Enn and Seal, and when I sensed he was there I greeted him and then placed the seal in the triangle. Then I'd take the seal of Rtut, open it and chant his Enn, cut myself with the dagger I had made and dedicated to Azazel, and smear the blood on the seal (very little blood). Then the seal was placed on top of the seal of Paimon in the triangle and I communicated with Rtut.
In total I received 8 chants and 8 rituals. There is no doubt in my mind that this was a success. The mindset I had then was not the most positive though and, with the exception of 2, all rituals and chants were “evil” and meant to harm others. There was one in particular that I did over a longer period of time on an individual who suffered an epileptic seizure (but if this and the events that followed it were “actually” the result of my working is something I prefer to remain uncertain).
The one positive thing that I do want to share is the effect on my eyes. My whole lifestyle has changed since then, and this could obviously also play a part, but in that period my eyes would often dry out, causing blurry vision, pain in my eyeballs and infected eyelids. Rtut showed me (in my mind..) how I was standing in the dark, looking at two stars, I heard the incantation KIV A ROHM IMAR, and then the stars fell from the sky into my eyes. Every morning after this, when I rode to work at 5:30 through the fields, in darkness, I stopped for a minute to look at two stars that were relatively close to each other, whispered the words, and visualized the stars becoming my eyes.
I'm not saying that within a week I threw away my glasses and melted ice with my stare. But the gradual improvement is significant and every time I get new glasses the optometrist says my sight got better. Can't even remember the last time I had dry eyes.
The book was posted on here this week. Give it a look, but don't simply read it: work through it. And if you like it – buy it.
Don't bother trying to find any mention of me as the illustrator in there though, because @Xag9
unfortunately was unable to squeeze that in
Here is the original image of the duke Rtut
Praise to Rtut
