I feel the need to say something. That data speaks to me books. I think it is cancer. It is a memory.
But with no love we forget. We become careless and selfish. Perhaps money is more important then a certain friend.
I think greed sometimes takes over.
And we become feelingless.
The data is more the cop work of files and memories.
It where we store important memories.
But sometimes we break with the past , leave everything behind also what is special.
If we would go back after a long time , the place would be empty. We left an empty whole.
We look social sometimes when we are selfish bastards to be honest and do not what we leave behind in what state.
But I learn to choose my memories.
Because without them you become boring or lonely or empty.
I do not want to make that mistake like fast forward but make wounds in what you leave behind when you choose your pride above a good friendship.
We all sometimes have such moments I'll bet.
For fame and fortune you are forced to leave your family behind.
Well sometimes if your familiy is not kind that is not a problem ofcourse. But if you leave your lover behind who is not wrong but you do it for money , richdom and fame , what many do than that is secretly a strange reason to become rich in pretending that you have a problem and blame a person for permission to live in the US for example.
We see this many times. Like other people blaming their native country and ask help from a government from another country. Who must you choose whoms part. And some governments treat their own native people as even more scum then strangers they allow to support. But it cause friction because you blame the other country and get involved.
So we all play pity and that we are something to feel sorry for.
But about our love once we do not care. We kill people for money. It is all about greed.
I have not such much problem because nobody like me.
But if you have somebody that is nice to you you might take that for granted.
Or choose the big money.
I have no option when it comes to that.
But I make mistakes. I think I made them in my other lives for sure and pay now for it. Like it is my karma. But knowing it you never know.
I want to become wise and stop being stupid. That is one thing for sure.
Post automatically merged: Thursday at 5:16 PM
I forgot to say about the data.
The cancer is also in the north in a horoscope.
I heard that the sea is the data also and keep our momeries as water can and because the oak is a water tree that can reach and feel deep memories down deep under the earth with its roots more then like an birck.
The birck is pretty more airly. Full of jokes.
Trees anyway like woods and forrests bring us home. I think through the water through their roots.
But they keep it all in a memory. If you forget you need to visit trees.
They help you remember you and who you are again and bring you home. But without , you get lost and do not know where you are.
My dog likes no sea water. So it is not interested in sea water. But sure in ground water because it is without salt.
And then my dog gets happy.
