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So I was going to originally post this as a question for those that have dealt with St. Expedite at least several times over the course of a year or more, but I decided my situation has now gotten even worse and I had to pull the trigger tonight and made the decision to spend my last night that I am able to perform a ritual of any sort involving candles and incense, invoking St. Expedite.
I keep a grimoire/book of shadows. I am getting better with it. I will add to this later because I want everyone here to get the full context. At the risk of making myself look very immature, I am going to share my experience with you in a short version.
Looking back, I realize that this took place on Summer Solstice of this past June.....that just now dawned on me (yes that much crazy shit has happened where that flew over my head). I agreed to bring St. Expedite a pound cake and spread his name online , as well as bring him roses, if my ex (who had just broken up with me / moved out after living with me and basically turning my life into a complete shitstorm. But love is blind and my weakness. MY request: She had to "Come to me (my apartment) by that night or next day and WANT TO BE WITH ME AGAIN..... (this was a major mistake, on my end). This was so selfish and stupid and goes against everything I got into magick for , but this girl was driving me crazy (I am now quite sure she is a narcissist or borderline and enjoyed playing on my weaknesses). I was addicted.
I did the prayer, lit candle, incense, etc. I then hit the shower. I lived in a one bedroom apartment with no neighbors whatsoever at this point. Yet I heard loud banging as if someone was banging on the front door. I got out in my towel, expecting my ex or the police (who knows)....nothing. I get back in the shower...several minutes later I hear it again. This time I "knew" it was the spirit. First of all , ironically, it was three knocks , just like we knock 3 times on the table, but I could hear it as if it were in another dimension/plane of existence. Now I am excited, this is real next world contact. I get out of the shower, and out of nowhere ALL electricicty just shuts off, everything except my android playing a very eerie song but thats moot. This has never happened.... I am in my towel walking around, I look at the ritual setup, flame still going, dead silent, no AC, no nothing. I immediately then said "St. Expedite if this is you, turn the power back on!". IMMEDIATELY it all came back on......whoa.
The next day I noted sleeping with my ex 3 times at her place. It was crystal clear I was manipulating energies in the universe and according to my notes I was torn as to whether this was totally selfish , pure, etc. Then next, who is St. Expedite really?
A fair warning to an awesome power....
Not even 24 hours and St. Expedite had this girl fucking my brains out. 3 times in a night was rare for us. But then..... I dragged ass getting the pound cake and roses. Truth be told I literally didn't have the money and was waiting to work again. Big mistake. I have a good job (with my ex) serving at this point. $400 a night cash. On the 24th I am fired. I have never done anything wrong there whatsoever....awesome employee. I demanded a reason as this was going to ruin my life for a long time to come (and it did, I am starting completely over now and have absolutely nothing). The reason.....theft. Ridiculous accusation. They claimed I am on camera taking $60 off the managers desk with 5 people in the office and the manager RIGHT THERE and walked out. I made over $300 cash that night. I am not a theif. I could not figure out what the fuck was going on. Pro tip: Spirits can manipulate the past to an extent you wouldn't even believe. I am still wrapping my head around this today....
St. Expedite came through like no other power I have used before and since. I did a lot of honey jar / lodestone work (STAY AWAY FROM SPECIFIC LOVE SPELLS), it all worked very well. But it wasn't natural. I had me work to do. I let her consume my life.
Much has happened since, I lost it ALL twice this summer. Now I am no vehicle (that just changed, will explain at a later date), living with malignant narcissist family members who are the epitome of evil, and all over $10 Pound cake and some roses. Fuck me thats rough. But I respect St. Expedite. He came through AND FAST. I was unsure if I should pay him because just because she wanted to fuck didn't mean she wanted to be with me (I found out she did want to give it a second chance, but he destroyed that too, rightfully so).
So Keep up your end of the bargain. If you use his gifts wisely and not foolishly like I did you can really change your life. MAKE SURE you already have whatever you are promising him and/or can FOR SURE deliver. This was told to me by a priestess (local) in Voodoo , which is what I have mainly practiced and find speaks to me more than anything else.
I am about to attempt another ritual with him now. I pray he gives me another chance, I need him now more than ever. I have no money, no place to live in a couple weeks , the list goes on. I tried once shortly after that incident, and he did not answer. Honestly though, I probably needed to experience that early on. Respect St. Expedite. Even the goetic demon didn't come close to the instant response and energy I got from him.
Happy trails.
I keep a grimoire/book of shadows. I am getting better with it. I will add to this later because I want everyone here to get the full context. At the risk of making myself look very immature, I am going to share my experience with you in a short version.
Looking back, I realize that this took place on Summer Solstice of this past June.....that just now dawned on me (yes that much crazy shit has happened where that flew over my head). I agreed to bring St. Expedite a pound cake and spread his name online , as well as bring him roses, if my ex (who had just broken up with me / moved out after living with me and basically turning my life into a complete shitstorm. But love is blind and my weakness. MY request: She had to "Come to me (my apartment) by that night or next day and WANT TO BE WITH ME AGAIN..... (this was a major mistake, on my end). This was so selfish and stupid and goes against everything I got into magick for , but this girl was driving me crazy (I am now quite sure she is a narcissist or borderline and enjoyed playing on my weaknesses). I was addicted.
I did the prayer, lit candle, incense, etc. I then hit the shower. I lived in a one bedroom apartment with no neighbors whatsoever at this point. Yet I heard loud banging as if someone was banging on the front door. I got out in my towel, expecting my ex or the police (who knows)....nothing. I get back in the shower...several minutes later I hear it again. This time I "knew" it was the spirit. First of all , ironically, it was three knocks , just like we knock 3 times on the table, but I could hear it as if it were in another dimension/plane of existence. Now I am excited, this is real next world contact. I get out of the shower, and out of nowhere ALL electricicty just shuts off, everything except my android playing a very eerie song but thats moot. This has never happened.... I am in my towel walking around, I look at the ritual setup, flame still going, dead silent, no AC, no nothing. I immediately then said "St. Expedite if this is you, turn the power back on!". IMMEDIATELY it all came back on......whoa.
The next day I noted sleeping with my ex 3 times at her place. It was crystal clear I was manipulating energies in the universe and according to my notes I was torn as to whether this was totally selfish , pure, etc. Then next, who is St. Expedite really?
A fair warning to an awesome power....
Not even 24 hours and St. Expedite had this girl fucking my brains out. 3 times in a night was rare for us. But then..... I dragged ass getting the pound cake and roses. Truth be told I literally didn't have the money and was waiting to work again. Big mistake. I have a good job (with my ex) serving at this point. $400 a night cash. On the 24th I am fired. I have never done anything wrong there whatsoever....awesome employee. I demanded a reason as this was going to ruin my life for a long time to come (and it did, I am starting completely over now and have absolutely nothing). The reason.....theft. Ridiculous accusation. They claimed I am on camera taking $60 off the managers desk with 5 people in the office and the manager RIGHT THERE and walked out. I made over $300 cash that night. I am not a theif. I could not figure out what the fuck was going on. Pro tip: Spirits can manipulate the past to an extent you wouldn't even believe. I am still wrapping my head around this today....
St. Expedite came through like no other power I have used before and since. I did a lot of honey jar / lodestone work (STAY AWAY FROM SPECIFIC LOVE SPELLS), it all worked very well. But it wasn't natural. I had me work to do. I let her consume my life.
Much has happened since, I lost it ALL twice this summer. Now I am no vehicle (that just changed, will explain at a later date), living with malignant narcissist family members who are the epitome of evil, and all over $10 Pound cake and some roses. Fuck me thats rough. But I respect St. Expedite. He came through AND FAST. I was unsure if I should pay him because just because she wanted to fuck didn't mean she wanted to be with me (I found out she did want to give it a second chance, but he destroyed that too, rightfully so).
So Keep up your end of the bargain. If you use his gifts wisely and not foolishly like I did you can really change your life. MAKE SURE you already have whatever you are promising him and/or can FOR SURE deliver. This was told to me by a priestess (local) in Voodoo , which is what I have mainly practiced and find speaks to me more than anything else.
I am about to attempt another ritual with him now. I pray he gives me another chance, I need him now more than ever. I have no money, no place to live in a couple weeks , the list goes on. I tried once shortly after that incident, and he did not answer. Honestly though, I probably needed to experience that early on. Respect St. Expedite. Even the goetic demon didn't come close to the instant response and energy I got from him.
Happy trails.