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Posting this so maybe someone can learn from my mistakes and the advice I got from tarot might help them:
I finally have killed the hope in me that me and my ex could be friends at this time. The break up was one thing but the pain of not being friends was worse and I sadly broke a lot of his boundaries trying to fix things so we could be friends. Not my brightest move. I now realize that hope was born of desperation and a desire for some control in the situation I can't fix. I now admitting i don't have control there but i do with how I move forward with life. I've packed up what he gave me in the past and I'm going to mail it back. I need to move forward. I did this card reading asking how to do that
What I gathered from it my interpetation:
5 of pentacles reversed: Relationship has ended. Youve got to move on. Let go of things in the past
6 of pentacles- you have plenty in your life right now. Don't neglect seeing the good things in life
The empress reversed- There's trouble with your emotions. Take care of yourself. Take care of your heart. Keep moving don't stay in a rut.
Four of pentacles- do this and things will get better and more stable. All will be alright.
9 of cups- maybe one day you'll be friends again. Or it's saying that maybe one day I'll find a lover one more suited for me. Perhaps both. Either way I'll find hope again and realize I am not as alone as I feel.
I didn't really need the tarot for that info but i did need the reminder i already knew this info it helps to see it out like this.
My next step is to try to do some spellwork for emotional healing. I'm unsure how imma go about it but I do know I'm trying to start meditating outside each day in the morning so I can get moving and not mope and rot in bed all day. After I post this imma shower and get to cleaning the house. Move. Stop moping and sitting around.
I finally have killed the hope in me that me and my ex could be friends at this time. The break up was one thing but the pain of not being friends was worse and I sadly broke a lot of his boundaries trying to fix things so we could be friends. Not my brightest move. I now realize that hope was born of desperation and a desire for some control in the situation I can't fix. I now admitting i don't have control there but i do with how I move forward with life. I've packed up what he gave me in the past and I'm going to mail it back. I need to move forward. I did this card reading asking how to do that
What I gathered from it my interpetation:
5 of pentacles reversed: Relationship has ended. Youve got to move on. Let go of things in the past
6 of pentacles- you have plenty in your life right now. Don't neglect seeing the good things in life
The empress reversed- There's trouble with your emotions. Take care of yourself. Take care of your heart. Keep moving don't stay in a rut.
Four of pentacles- do this and things will get better and more stable. All will be alright.
9 of cups- maybe one day you'll be friends again. Or it's saying that maybe one day I'll find a lover one more suited for me. Perhaps both. Either way I'll find hope again and realize I am not as alone as I feel.
I didn't really need the tarot for that info but i did need the reminder i already knew this info it helps to see it out like this.
My next step is to try to do some spellwork for emotional healing. I'm unsure how imma go about it but I do know I'm trying to start meditating outside each day in the morning so I can get moving and not mope and rot in bed all day. After I post this imma shower and get to cleaning the house. Move. Stop moping and sitting around.