I've been meaning to read this book since I downloaded a copy. At first it seemed like yet another magic-for-beginners book like so many written in recent decades (how recent is Ophiel's "Art and Practice of" series?
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Ah, well, what the hell. He said I should write my reason for reading his book on a piece of paper and put it in the back of the book (for now?), but not having a physical copy yet, I wrote a letter to my future self with my statement of intent and put it in an envelope. Next up would be the evocation or invocation of "Optionality," which I haven't done just yet.
There is a good point made at the end of chapter 3: "Sorcery is not strictly about bringing into our world what we would like to have in it. It's equally about
weeding out that which does not serve us as well. We live in a time of choice overload. Most of these choices barely deserve the name. We can free up a huge amount of bandwidth and reduce the noise floor (which makes for a stronger, clearer signal) in our lives by learning to make choices and stick to them without constantly revisiting and renegotiating them. ... I began to clear out all that was 'not of my life as I wished it to be.' I then began to use all of my skills to draw to me what i desired instead. ... How this seems to work is that
we create a vacuum by shedding that which no longer serves us while working to fill it with something that does. Over and over, day after day and year after year, this process of clearing out what we do not want in our lives and replacing it with something which moves us closer to what we really do want is to me the very heart of practical sorcery."
And then it hit me. I've been the victim, as it were, of sorcery on a global scale since birth. My American culture is not about freedom. It is carefully managed to create vacuums of need which I am then expected to fill with products, making me yet one more good little consumer and cog in an extractive economic machine. When others decide what cannot come into one's life, one will try to fill that void with something, usually a poor material substitute for what one really needs. A lot of the richest people on the planet are also quite unhappy, that void within still craving what they truly need can never be filled by ever increasing amounts of wealth.
Keep in mind that I paint this example with the broadest brush, as the human animal is the most adaptive, and somewhere there's certain to be very happy sadists. I'm also not advocating being poor. Try to see the point that in "knowing thyself" you're not just using magic to bring in more things which do not fill your actual need but are instead only adding more unnecessary clutter to your life. Meditate on what you wish your life to be and consider if your actions day after day and year after year are really bringing you what YOU want or only what you think you want because in some way your desires were subverted to suit another purpose.