My view of Lilith is unorthodox. At first I dreamed of her several times, and then I started to research. However, her first appearance was when I fell asleep in a cathedral, right next to the sarcophagus of one Christian saint. I was on a tourist visit and very tired from traveling, I allowed myself to rest a little, and then I dozed off. I was not aware that I was dreaming, but the dream was quite vivid and real. However, what is strange is that the woman who appeared and sat next to me did not introduce herself as Lilith, but as Cain. Somehow I automatically knew that it was Lilith, but she said "Cain." Since then, she has been Cain-Lilith for me, which, I admit, is incorrect in relation to historically based mythological and kabbalistic speculations and views. Cain in this sense is female, or rather Cain is Lilith, regardless of the fact that this character appears as male in the Bible. I am not saying that my experience is right or wrong. In this sense, I distinguish three types of Cain-Lilith phenomena: black, red and white, which is indicative (alchemical colors), since these are her forms that appeared in my dreams. In practical terms, my relationship with her is a form of exchange. She gave me something and took something from me. That "something" mine is sexual in nature. Whatever it is, I'm sure of one thing - she's perversely gentle and her "skin" smells like water and sand. However, take this testimony of mine with great reserve, because I may be crazy, I may be possessed by some kind of vampiric demonic force, and yet, I am still alive. I guess that says something.