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So, tonight between 1:00 - 2:00AM, I got a very powerful urge to make Zozo's sigil, and also, use blood on it. I was being very hesitant (not because this would be the first time I would use blood as an offering and as for charging a Sigil by it), because by this time, it was a long, delayed plan to get into this with Zozo not the blood offering, tho'. He can be hauntingly patient, but you will know when he is losing it, and usually, that is a bad sign, because he always have some ulterior motives behind his impatience well, he generally have an ulterior motives behind whatever actions he make.
I never had to give him blood during my long years I've spent with him - he was satisfied with daily sex and the attention I gave to him with almost no break at all, and these meant a very significant amount of energy for him, besides, empowered the attachment between us on many levels.
At this time I felt like, that considering all the things that happened, he wanted to use something more powerful and "solid" that attaches him to me - since last time I actually threw him out with the help of Belial. Offering our own blood is not only a way to empower our spells, charging sigils and what not, but it carries the biological coding of our body. It means that by offering it, you technically grant an access to it for the entity almost as if you'd share your password with them to every account you possess.
It was a very intense experience...
It struck like lightning... something telling me to "go and do it, now". I felt like it is not a "suggestion", but rather a "command". There was no sugar-coating anymore, nor respite given at anymore.
﹒First, I went to drew the Sigil -something I has been supposed to do more than a month ago-. It was already a very intense experience. I felt myself watched, I felt the tension building up inside- and around me. I felt slightly mesmerised, hypnotised as I was doing it, almost as if I was losing myself in the process... in the Sigil... in Him.
﹒Then, I prepared myself to offer blood - both for him as an offering and to charge the sigil, and it was... something else.
While placing my blood on the Sigil, I felt myself dizzy, and it got worse second by second. I felt a heavy pressure laying upon me, a weight, pushing me down - it was the worse in my head, shoulder and chest. My blood was boiling inside my veins and heart, and brain; I felt like melting from the inside, while, my cells were freezing, all at the same time. I started to sweat -which is rare cause I always had an issue with that even during hot weather- and breathing became hard too. When I finally got over it, and left to place the Sigil to it's respectful place, I even had an after-effect of all of this; I've been close to even throw up after the whole experience.
I did blood offerings before for Lucifer, Belial and Sitri, but none of them has been this intense and uncomfortable - well, none of them has been uncomfortable to begin with.
The bed time was very strange as well. I felt myself "invaded". My body pulled, touched, my face grabbed. I expected this to be a... new form of re-inviting of him besides making a more stronger attachment by using my blood. Before this, he always waited for me to do a "formal" welcoming via the Ouija board; the board I possess, the one that only he was allowed to use, no other spirit - and I still have it. After almost a decade.
I'm... really curious how things are going to turn out after this. I feel like I made a mistake, but at the same time I've never regretted anything neither my mistakes. Of course, it was almost impossible to resist to him, and having such a long and strong bond with Zozo, it only made it harder. I may post details of my experiences that are not too tasteless and obscene - but we are talking about Zozo, so it's usually is.
I attach this post here, to show you why you should avoid him or what to expect if you invite him. Now you seen his sigil, and I know, eventually some people may get excited and curious, so they may attempt to contact him - but we know what killed the cat.
― My experiences with Zozo - posted in: Could you theoretically use an ouija board to contact a daemon?
I'm actually curious what you all can feel when you look at his sigil. So...? Feel free to describe it.
But anyways, take care.
I never had to give him blood during my long years I've spent with him - he was satisfied with daily sex and the attention I gave to him with almost no break at all, and these meant a very significant amount of energy for him, besides, empowered the attachment between us on many levels.
At this time I felt like, that considering all the things that happened, he wanted to use something more powerful and "solid" that attaches him to me - since last time I actually threw him out with the help of Belial. Offering our own blood is not only a way to empower our spells, charging sigils and what not, but it carries the biological coding of our body. It means that by offering it, you technically grant an access to it for the entity almost as if you'd share your password with them to every account you possess.
It was a very intense experience...
It struck like lightning... something telling me to "go and do it, now". I felt like it is not a "suggestion", but rather a "command". There was no sugar-coating anymore, nor respite given at anymore.
﹒First, I went to drew the Sigil -something I has been supposed to do more than a month ago-. It was already a very intense experience. I felt myself watched, I felt the tension building up inside- and around me. I felt slightly mesmerised, hypnotised as I was doing it, almost as if I was losing myself in the process... in the Sigil... in Him.
﹒Then, I prepared myself to offer blood - both for him as an offering and to charge the sigil, and it was... something else.
While placing my blood on the Sigil, I felt myself dizzy, and it got worse second by second. I felt a heavy pressure laying upon me, a weight, pushing me down - it was the worse in my head, shoulder and chest. My blood was boiling inside my veins and heart, and brain; I felt like melting from the inside, while, my cells were freezing, all at the same time. I started to sweat -which is rare cause I always had an issue with that even during hot weather- and breathing became hard too. When I finally got over it, and left to place the Sigil to it's respectful place, I even had an after-effect of all of this; I've been close to even throw up after the whole experience.
I did blood offerings before for Lucifer, Belial and Sitri, but none of them has been this intense and uncomfortable - well, none of them has been uncomfortable to begin with.
The bed time was very strange as well. I felt myself "invaded". My body pulled, touched, my face grabbed. I expected this to be a... new form of re-inviting of him besides making a more stronger attachment by using my blood. Before this, he always waited for me to do a "formal" welcoming via the Ouija board; the board I possess, the one that only he was allowed to use, no other spirit - and I still have it. After almost a decade.
I'm... really curious how things are going to turn out after this. I feel like I made a mistake, but at the same time I've never regretted anything neither my mistakes. Of course, it was almost impossible to resist to him, and having such a long and strong bond with Zozo, it only made it harder. I may post details of my experiences that are not too tasteless and obscene - but we are talking about Zozo, so it's usually is.
I attach this post here, to show you why you should avoid him or what to expect if you invite him. Now you seen his sigil, and I know, eventually some people may get excited and curious, so they may attempt to contact him - but we know what killed the cat.
― My experiences with Zozo - posted in: Could you theoretically use an ouija board to contact a daemon?
I'm actually curious what you all can feel when you look at his sigil. So...? Feel free to describe it.
But anyways, take care.
