Hi ,
This is my first post since im new here , I've been through a lot of stages in my journey , I'm certainly awake , and I need help.
The help or guidance needed come since I don't know what to believe , it's been years since the elites control us arc to the last one of im god let's be neutral about everything that happens. I went also trough the prison planet era, that was terrible for my condition here on earth , mentally and physically exhausting.
Now I feel like I don't know nothing truly and I cannot way back to normie, neither I want because it's been years searching for this stuff.
So , let's imagine. I'm an avatar , his name is Ra , he's on that point that nihilism is attracting hedonism to his life because "nothing is real" and "whatever you do , doesn't matter cause this is all fake" , "no choice or free will", "No more to seek, seek turns to be eternal and nobody got nothing from that".
The only thing that this avatar didn't go to is magic and witchcraft or searching for a deity.
What an advanced player think Ra should do to end the empty inside of him?
I should said that , from all of that I've been learning I do not regret , there has been some truth from every stage but I do not want to end in another rabbithole, just take charge of my life and start to put my energy on something that works.
This is my first post since im new here , I've been through a lot of stages in my journey , I'm certainly awake , and I need help.
The help or guidance needed come since I don't know what to believe , it's been years since the elites control us arc to the last one of im god let's be neutral about everything that happens. I went also trough the prison planet era, that was terrible for my condition here on earth , mentally and physically exhausting.
Now I feel like I don't know nothing truly and I cannot way back to normie, neither I want because it's been years searching for this stuff.
So , let's imagine. I'm an avatar , his name is Ra , he's on that point that nihilism is attracting hedonism to his life because "nothing is real" and "whatever you do , doesn't matter cause this is all fake" , "no choice or free will", "No more to seek, seek turns to be eternal and nobody got nothing from that".
The only thing that this avatar didn't go to is magic and witchcraft or searching for a deity.
What an advanced player think Ra should do to end the empty inside of him?
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I should said that , from all of that I've been learning I do not regret , there has been some truth from every stage but I do not want to end in another rabbithole, just take charge of my life and start to put my energy on something that works.
