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Recent spirit related complication, requesting guidance

ipsychonaut2

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Hello, I'd like to request the members of this forum to offer some insight into what I'm experiencing. So I'll get started..


I've recently been having these semiphysically present entities attaching themselves to me and also often attaching themselves to my bed and jacket. They are a little bit bigger than a handful but when they crawl inside of me they're more felt as tightness that covers a specific oart
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I've recently been having these semiphysically present entities attaching themselves to me and also often attaching themselves to my bed and jacket. They are a little bit bigger than a handful but when they crawl inside of me they're more felt as tightness that covers a specific parts of my body but most of these things will just sort of hold onto my skin. When in a meditative state i can see darkish red tendrils all around me but looping from inside my body to different parts of my body, I can force the attachment entities to leave their position and enter into the red tendrils with my personal magicks and they disappear for a moment and then reattach but then become less physically noticable but they're obviously still there. I don't know if these things are in any way malicious but they are certainly annoying. A couple months ago I experienced a repeat image of eyes staring back into my eyes whenever I shut my eyes, they'd stare for a while and then assume the appearance of me and then they would depart, this happened repeatedly everytime I shut my eyes.
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I've had some strange experiences involving travelling to other horizons and then using birds specifically crows or ravens to relocate anywhere in that horizons world. I went from the U.K. to Germany by entering into a meditative state after a relative of the person who I was inhabiting said she would let the crows know where we'd be going.. I then realized after arriving where that person was intending to go that I didn't speak the language when I'd always been able to understand people from all over the world because my terminal linked to a vaati with knowledge in communication would automatically translate everything but I suspect something mistakenly occured that resulted in this terminal switching from me, Anane, to Bran because it was he who was invited to go to a school for magick people. But whatever. Upon spontaneously arriving there as Bran, I saw something that terrified me which was that there in front of me stood a person using my appearance who very well could've been me who seemed to know who Bran was but when I, Anane, saw myself through Bran's eyes, I was overwhelmed and forced myself to take Bran over and burst into tears trying but failing to communicate to myself that I had been wrongfully put into Bran's body which the me standing in front of us seemed to have no sympathy and then just told me I'd better get to the orientation which unfortunately was not spoken into a microphone so I couldn't make out what was being said. And then they issued a warning about the weather and a wave of cascading decoherence over took the environment shortly after giving up on trying to make sense of where i was supposed to go... And then I was Anane again somehow separated from Bran, back in my own life
 
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When in a meditative state i can see darkish red tendrils all around me but looping from inside my body to different parts of my body

Push white light from your heart into these entities. Then demand that they show you their light

These entities manage your brain-thoughts.
 

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Push white light from your heart into these entities. Then demand that they show you their light

These entities manage your brain-thoughts.
My heart stopped beating years ago. I still have a heart beat but it's not from my personal heart so I can't use it's light. Like there's a mutant spirit inhabiting my body and that makes my heart beat. My original spirit was brutalized by Baphomet and no longer functions properly. I have so many problems from not having a human as my spirit but at least I'm still alive. Recently one of the dybbuks inhabiting my body tried to make it's thalamus supercede my own so I basically had full spectrum auto immune problems and felt positively terrible. I don't believe I'm human the same way as everyone else anymore. I never had any relationship with demons besides them abusing me after I did some investigating into them... But yeah. I know the spirits heart pumping my blood isn't human...
 

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I still have a heart beat but it's not from my personal heart so I can't use it's light.

Who/what told you that nonsense? The heart is the natural anchor for the life force.

Your heart is heavily constrained by dark entities. It looks like you permit them. The dark entities look pretty cheerful.

Permission can be passive, e.g. walking past wrong-doing without emotional/mental objection.

I suggest you start examing your life so far. Here is a hint: most magic is badly contaminated.

My original spirit was brutalized by Baphomet and no longer functions properly

The full life force (containing divine intent) is sitting just above your head - only a trickle gets through.

dybbuks inhabiting my body tried to make it's thalamus supercede my own

That is too material a statement. It is better to say that the entity put a tentacle into your thalamus as part of controlling your brain thoughts

I don't believe I'm human the same way as everyone else anymore

Step outside your lightbody and push it outside the solar system. If it goes easily then it is from elsewhere in the galaxy.

Those posted into the human race to assist are commonly targeted by the oppression system. So managing that is your next task in becoming functional
 
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