Brand new

[vaultman]

I'm new to this, I'm just trying to find something to make my life easier

 

[8Lou1]

Hi there, nice to meet you. Most 'stuff' here is occult which means hidden. What you as a newby can do is read, gather info and ask about how stuff works. The why it works is a personal thing.

Taking your other post to mind, i would say study sex magic by reading and looking at yourself why things make or dont make sense. Learn to accept the 'iam' part of you in it.

Read Jung for shadow work to accept the 'I AM'.

Ow and dont listen to biden. He has the same fetish but isnt you. ‍

 

[vaultman]

The man in my closet won't leave

 

[Kepler]

dont listen to biden. He has the same fetish but isnt you. ‍

The harmless fetish does seem to have developed into a dangerous pathology among American personality cultists. Maybe subconsciously for its qualities as a sympathy for an infantilized national condition. A way for fascists to identify themselves looking for their Daddy. While by itself it wouldn't explain the current American kakistocracy, it does seem to be a symptom of what gave rise to it.

If OP is an American, as you seem to suspect, genuinely running to the occult and pleading for help, there may be something there indicating a spark of self-awareness of a connection to something greater on the subtle planes that they're exposed to. If they're a personality cultist, which they might not be as they haven't ad hoc mentioned any personalities by name yet, then a distance from that may help their troubles.

To elaborate briefly on the occult national aspect, from an outside pov of the aesthetic of the national leadership, the US appears to be extremely ill and getting close to the final stages of decline before death. The Real Men Wear Diapers adds a little corresponding paint to a picture of America looking at its last president. But, that also seems part of a global condition of rupturing fascist imperialism, its failure and own national demise being predicated on old aeon thinking. Indicating that the spirits they're connecting to through their ethics and beliefs are no longer aligned with the astronomical heavens & Anima Mundi as they were at the start of the previous age with Ptolemy XV.

But, there is hope, the Black Death preceded The Renaissance and Enlightenment. Hypocrisy, lies, anti-intellectualism and falsehoods that can be told and lived during comfortable times to Machiavellian advantage have to be discarded during times of crisis. Mass deaths, if they happen, also allow a chance for the spirits of the heavens to get rid of reincarnating patterns identified from the consequences of behavior while incarnate. The polarization currently seen on Earth perhaps a result of this sorting by the spirits that's already happened.