Vampyre Community

[Rudolfus]

Can you share some experiences you've had with the vampire community? Perhaps what it was like for you reaching out the first time, or maybe an experience you underwent as a member of the community. Perhaps this could be physical entanglement or astral events you have witnessed.

 

[Morell]

I was for a shor time a member of the forum and discord of Asetianists. There were definitely some practicing occultists there as I noticed some dar ritual being performed occasionaly, that I was influenced by, but not in a bad way, to be honest.

Some of the members were difficoult to go along with, just like in any other community. Though in this case the uneasy members were even in the core of the community, the people that were constantly there for a long time already. That makes it difficoult for people from outside to get used to them and stay. I left too, though I told everyone that it was because of my spiritual path, and I beleived it myself too... later I started realising that I was really not wanting to be around certain people.

Also they have that book Violet Throne, which they all read and study. While I was there and studied it, Iw as visited by astral vamps who tried to drink from me. I can sense that and I can deffend so they ran away without a drop of my energy and never returned.

 

[Rudolfus]

A lot of vampyres believe in drinking of their own kind >.< I'm glad you defended yourrself though.

I've found most vampyres on the fringe of the community to be somewhat persecutory. A lot of thoughts like "if you believe that, you must be one of them." or "if you think that then you are the only one" Which is crazy cause isn't one of the Black Veils to accept diversity? Maybe that's just for lifestylers idk

 

[Sabbatius]

Was not a member but was close with quite a few Temple of the Vampire crowd. Most I knew from their associations with the Church of Satan and basically practiced a form of Pantheism with the Dragon as a Divine Force. Interesting stuff- and to this day I still utilize a summons for contacting the divine that they shared with me.

 

[Morell]

A lot of vampyres believe in drinking of their own kind >.< I'm glad you defended yourrself though.

I've found most vampyres on the fringe of the community to be somewhat persecutory. A lot of thoughts like "if you believe that, you must be one of them." or "if you think that then you are the only one" Which is crazy cause isn't one of the Black Veils to accept diversity? Maybe that's just for lifestylers idk

Vamps drinking vamps, yes, I've noticed the same. Personaly that itself I approve of. I think it is good to kow the vampiric feeding from both sides.

It is the consent, that is the issue for me. There is big difference between stealing energy and taking freely given energy. Definitely for the donor, but I think for the vampire too. I do not let anyone steal from me, but I was being drained by vamp whom I allowed to. It was a naga. We kept talking about how I experience it while she was taking energy. I felt quite well after it. Prooven to me that there can be benefits to this practice. Perhaps it is why vamps like to do it among themselves.

And about diversity, you are right. We all need to be reminded to be tollerant about things and people we disagree with sometimes.

 

[Rudolfus]

I recently had a proposition made to do a three way feeding ritual. I turned that down, I don't like feeding off vamps. While it is of higher quality usually, it also seems largely incomplete to me. It is sufficient as energy, but I feel like the humans absorbing straight from the sun is more "nutritious". If i were to feed off a vamp, I would need some kind of positively charged emotional connection with them. Maybe lust as a bare minimum.

Consent is a huge concern for vampyres. Some people consider feeding to be tantamount to rape. I wish I could say I'm innocent, but i think we all have been there. It's important to have forgiveness in yourself so that you don't turn into a monster.

 

[plainsight]

I recently had a proposition made to do a three way feeding ritual. I turned that down, I don't like feeding off vamps. While it is of higher quality usually, it also seems largely incomplete to me. It is sufficient as energy, but I feel like the humans absorbing straight from the sun is more "nutritious". If i were to feed off a vamp, I would need some kind of positively charged emotional connection with them. Maybe lust as a bare minimum.

Consent is a huge concern for vampyres. Some people consider feeding to be tantamount to rape. I wish I could say I'm innocent, but i think we all have been there. It's important to have forgiveness in yourself so that you don't turn into a monster.

Forgiveness to avoid taking retribution on anyone who we think deserves it? And why do you think that is bad?

 

[silencewaits]

Forgiveness to avoid taking retribution on anyone who we think deserves it? And why do you think that is bad?

Why is it bad to what? I believe understanding is more valuable than forgiveness. Understand your mistakes, understand it is righteous for those you have harmed to take action against you.