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Hello to you all. I would like some help and guidance here if possible.
I noticed for a while now that whenever I went to cemeteries, for a long time now, I always noticed that every time, a beautiful otherworldly peace comes to me that is so wonderful to feel. The more and more I noticed this, I started to visit cemeteries for this purpose alone, to feel that wonderful peace. Now it is something I do all the time, often every day. Often, I would take food there and eat my food in the cemetery.
There were times when I wasn’t well and was in pain, and I would go to the cemeteries, and all the pain would depart and I would feel so much peace. Going to cemeteries became therapy for me now, and it is wonderful for me seeing that I am so mentally ill and plagued with suffering.
The only way I can explain it is because, you know that phrase about the dead RIP? Rest in peace. I think, and this is just me trying to understand it, that is all, is that, that peace the dead are in and dwell in, the peace they are resting in, is somehow passed over to me, and crosses over to me and I can pick up on it and feel it. I think it may be because I am very sensitive to spirit, and am intuitive and an empath, maybe that is why I feel that peace the dead are in when I visit them in the cemeteries.
From simply going to the cemeteries, something else happened, I started going to the cemeteries at night and this was the truly magical time for me. I will explain. Before I say anything, I must stress that when I would go at night, I make every effort every time not to be seen so that I don’t attract unnecessary attention, to myself, people might think I’m a devil worshipper or something and call the police, I don’t want that, so I make sure nobody sees me and I always go late at night, around 2-3-4 am.
Every time I went at night, the peace I felt during the day became even stronger. I noticed something else, when I would sit in the graveyard, beside the graves, the silence at night, I couldn’t only hear it, for the first time in my life, I could feel the silence, I can only describe the feeling as wonderful. It is so pure and so calming, so beautiful to behold, this feeling is, the silence that I could feel in my soul and my spirit is so wonderful.
Another thing occurred when I visited the graveyards at night. At night, and only at night, I could feel the dead. I don’t know why this only happens at night, I cannot for the life of me explain, but this is the reality. I cannot describe it any other way, but I could literally, truly feel the dead. It is a wonderful feeling because I totally leave this world and linger in that space, that veil, between the living and the dead; I can feel them.
Something else occurred as well, the more and more I went at night, it became much stronger and larger. What I mean is, it shifted from feeling the dead, to feeling their presence, I cannot describe it any other way, but now, and for a while now, when I go the graveyard at night, I can feel the presence of the dead, it is such a wonderful, calming, beautiful feeling, I can feel their presence! It is not scary or dark or satanic or demonic or anything, it is kind and benevolent it is so beautiful and mystical and otherworldly, it is out of this world. The last couple of times I went to the graveyard at night, their presence I could feel was so strong that the atmosphere around me was thick with their presence.
What I did notice when going at night is that often, my energy would be drained, and I would start to feel very tired and very sleepy, when I was just fine moments before entering the graveyard. I think (and I am only speculating) that that may be because the dead are draining my energy, maybe because I am living and they are dead and so they take some my energy, this only happens at night, never during the day. What do you guys think about this? Am I correct in saying this and interpreting it in this way?
It seems as I also spoke of earlier, the more I go to the graveyards at night, the deeper the experience is, because the last several times I go to the graveyard at night, i would sit beside a grave and fall into religious ecstasy where fall into a beautiful trance that I cannot begin to describe. I often feel this religious ecstasy when working magically with the angels and the Saints and also right after I receive the Holy Eucharist (I am Catholic).
The last several times when I went to the cemetery at night, when experiencing the religious ecstasy I would not require oxygen, I would breathe out completely and stay there for a while, not needing oxygen. This also happens when I work magically with the angels and the Saints. I cannot understand why I never experience ecstasy during the day in the graveyards, it may because the dead are more active and alive during the night?
Still, I feel this wonderful peace when I go the graveyards during the day. I went there today in a lot of emotional pain and after going there, all the pain left me and I was peaceful.
Anyway, the reason I am writing this is because I want to get closer to the dead in necromancy, I would like to know rituals for this purpose, or a book that teaches this. For the record, I only work magically with the angels and the Saints, I never work with demons. I think I already have some kind of experience with this, given my experience, so I would like to go deeper. Thank you.
I noticed for a while now that whenever I went to cemeteries, for a long time now, I always noticed that every time, a beautiful otherworldly peace comes to me that is so wonderful to feel. The more and more I noticed this, I started to visit cemeteries for this purpose alone, to feel that wonderful peace. Now it is something I do all the time, often every day. Often, I would take food there and eat my food in the cemetery.
There were times when I wasn’t well and was in pain, and I would go to the cemeteries, and all the pain would depart and I would feel so much peace. Going to cemeteries became therapy for me now, and it is wonderful for me seeing that I am so mentally ill and plagued with suffering.
The only way I can explain it is because, you know that phrase about the dead RIP? Rest in peace. I think, and this is just me trying to understand it, that is all, is that, that peace the dead are in and dwell in, the peace they are resting in, is somehow passed over to me, and crosses over to me and I can pick up on it and feel it. I think it may be because I am very sensitive to spirit, and am intuitive and an empath, maybe that is why I feel that peace the dead are in when I visit them in the cemeteries.
From simply going to the cemeteries, something else happened, I started going to the cemeteries at night and this was the truly magical time for me. I will explain. Before I say anything, I must stress that when I would go at night, I make every effort every time not to be seen so that I don’t attract unnecessary attention, to myself, people might think I’m a devil worshipper or something and call the police, I don’t want that, so I make sure nobody sees me and I always go late at night, around 2-3-4 am.
Every time I went at night, the peace I felt during the day became even stronger. I noticed something else, when I would sit in the graveyard, beside the graves, the silence at night, I couldn’t only hear it, for the first time in my life, I could feel the silence, I can only describe the feeling as wonderful. It is so pure and so calming, so beautiful to behold, this feeling is, the silence that I could feel in my soul and my spirit is so wonderful.
Another thing occurred when I visited the graveyards at night. At night, and only at night, I could feel the dead. I don’t know why this only happens at night, I cannot for the life of me explain, but this is the reality. I cannot describe it any other way, but I could literally, truly feel the dead. It is a wonderful feeling because I totally leave this world and linger in that space, that veil, between the living and the dead; I can feel them.
Something else occurred as well, the more and more I went at night, it became much stronger and larger. What I mean is, it shifted from feeling the dead, to feeling their presence, I cannot describe it any other way, but now, and for a while now, when I go the graveyard at night, I can feel the presence of the dead, it is such a wonderful, calming, beautiful feeling, I can feel their presence! It is not scary or dark or satanic or demonic or anything, it is kind and benevolent it is so beautiful and mystical and otherworldly, it is out of this world. The last couple of times I went to the graveyard at night, their presence I could feel was so strong that the atmosphere around me was thick with their presence.
What I did notice when going at night is that often, my energy would be drained, and I would start to feel very tired and very sleepy, when I was just fine moments before entering the graveyard. I think (and I am only speculating) that that may be because the dead are draining my energy, maybe because I am living and they are dead and so they take some my energy, this only happens at night, never during the day. What do you guys think about this? Am I correct in saying this and interpreting it in this way?
It seems as I also spoke of earlier, the more I go to the graveyards at night, the deeper the experience is, because the last several times I go to the graveyard at night, i would sit beside a grave and fall into religious ecstasy where fall into a beautiful trance that I cannot begin to describe. I often feel this religious ecstasy when working magically with the angels and the Saints and also right after I receive the Holy Eucharist (I am Catholic).
The last several times when I went to the cemetery at night, when experiencing the religious ecstasy I would not require oxygen, I would breathe out completely and stay there for a while, not needing oxygen. This also happens when I work magically with the angels and the Saints. I cannot understand why I never experience ecstasy during the day in the graveyards, it may because the dead are more active and alive during the night?
Still, I feel this wonderful peace when I go the graveyards during the day. I went there today in a lot of emotional pain and after going there, all the pain left me and I was peaceful.
Anyway, the reason I am writing this is because I want to get closer to the dead in necromancy, I would like to know rituals for this purpose, or a book that teaches this. For the record, I only work magically with the angels and the Saints, I never work with demons. I think I already have some kind of experience with this, given my experience, so I would like to go deeper. Thank you.