Journal Alfruns musings

[AlfrunGrima]

This period I post some journal things here. I am tired of writing by hand ans like the idea to do it on WF. So feel welcome to watch over my shoulder. ATM I am working with Clauneck (see Grimorium Verum) and with Paimon (Goetia) In my drawing book I make a very special page for him, compose a special song on the enn for Clauneck. In the meantime I am working with my local spirits: the spirit of the Rowan tree and a spirit that doesn't really want to show who or what it is, but is very beneficial for me. I call it SWN, Spirit with no Name.

In the 3 days after calling demons/Spirits there are most of time lucid dreams/being in the etherical world at the end of every night, always at the same time. Can see that if I decide to wake up and have a quick on the alarm clock. Typically at 6.25 AM. Even sorcery and magic seems to have its own biorhythm. Or is it my owns? This night was like those nights. I am flying and there are staircases everywhere, most in light dreamy colors. Almost the sort colors you will use in the sleeping room for a baby. Staircases in the etherical world are like those of Escher the artist. They seems to go to nowhere, there are more staircases downwards than up. And it is almost like they under water level, but there is no water, only energy. If you throw a ball to test that, the balls typically land on that level and start to flow on that energy level. I have discovered over years that if I am able to take those balls back, my magic is successful. If not successful the balls dissolve into nothing. So I use it actively as a litmus proof.

SWN was next to one of those staircases. The spirit has the appearance of a little cloud. I connect with it and suck up some energy, the spirit is always very welcome to that. If I do that I am able to travel longer over there and/or have a better sleep afterwards. That is a big plus for someone who tends to sleep badly the last years. (menopause woman) If take the energy of the spirit, it's surface starts to wrinkle, like it is growing old. Next time when I am back in the etherical world, typically the spirit is strong and young again. I decided not to travel more in the etherical. There is a path right of the main staircase, but I save it for another time.

This afternoon I walked to Rowan. Rowan got some water, a silent greeting and some tender hands that touched the bark.Ally work can sometimes be that simple.

 

[AlfrunGrima]

I had a following up of the lucid dream in the form of a not lucid but vivid dream. There were again 3 balls, but one ball disappeared in the deep. So there are things not moving. This evening I will go back to the astral world to find out what is happening. In another topic I told that I am nog fond of divination, but it is nuanced. I go the astral world if I suspect that I have do something more of different to get an better outcome.

This week I got something mirrored from someone who is not a practitioner at all. It was in the choir. There is someone who is very negative about older choir members, even when they are still singing good and making lots of efforts to do so. He is not verbally it this moment, but the emotional attack is still there. That person was walking by and I felt his emotional attack to a few of the older persons so I immediately counter attacked it by strangling him in a red lightning rope, from his feet to the crown of his head. It was somethings that happened almost instant and automatically and it is technique I have in my toolbox from early childhood. So far, so good. But I got detected by someone the person who was sitting next to me and watching me staring. So next time when I need to do this I have to do it with a less visual stare down.

In the meantime: it is autumn and Rowan has no leaves anymore. That makes him a kind of incognito. On the way to Rowan I noticed that the brook has enough water to flow again and that one of the oak trees is damaged. (they worked with a tractor in that area last week) I visualized a gigantic band aid on it. If the oak is fine with it, maybe I can start to use the second Merseburger Charm. I have never used it, so it will be an experiment.

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In the meantime: it is autumn and Rowan has no leaves anymore. That makes him a kind of incognito. On the way to Rowan I noticed that the brook has enough water to flow again and that one of the oak trees is damaged. (they worked with a tractor in that area last week) I visualized a gigantic band aid on it. If the oak is fine with it, maybe I can start to use the second Merseburger Charm. I have never used it, so it will be an experiment.

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[AlfrunGrima]

No astral travel yesterday evening, bodily I felt not well, so I needed rest. I dreamed about SWN, my spirit helper, so I was not alone.

I walked to the oak, it is ok to try the Merseburger enchantment, so the big experimenting begun. I never have used the merseburger, so everything is new. There are almost never people over there so I can use my voice. When I am doing magic with my voice, I typically use my chest voice and not my high soprano voice. I chant slower, softer but with a more raw sound. I projected a blue energy chord from the roots spiraling to the top. At first I couldn't get the chord up high. I felt blockage, it felt like strangling, I could almost feel the pain of the wound, I felt heat building up in my body. I needed to step backwards. On a distance of 50 meters, I finally could work. At that distance the chord easily got its flow and the heat dissolved. I am eager to do this 5 a 7 days a week in the next period, but have to see what is needed.

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About the drawing for Clauneck I can't say anything ATM, there is privacy needed.

 

[AlfrunGrima]

A follow up for the Merseburger enchantment. An interesting thing seems to happen. On Monday I usually meet a lot of people. Different people started, when we had conversation, about a beautiful oak tree in the neighborhood of their home. A first indication of successful magic and it happened so early in the process. Even I am surprised by that. The people talked with love about that trees so I suspect that there is some love needed when doing the incantation today and/or the next days. I talked in other topics about ally making, this how things work IRL of a witch.

 

[AlfrunGrima]

After a night of strange dreams (nothing to do with the magic, just a random mess of kinds of things I yesterday encountered) a follow up for the Merseburger. I discovered yesterday that I can see the tree on a safe distant on the place I normally walk the dog. I can see the tree from bottom to top. It is bad weather so there are not many people outside now. Gives me more space to try out some things.

Yesterday and today I got the idea that it was far better to do the with a lower voice, just a little bit more than whispering, with a still audible breath, emphasizing on s and z. The Rhythm in the Duivelspack before hearing cha is quite usable: making the Rhythm es with little sighs and pronouncing cha right thereafter. I have been a singer half of my life, and that is a plus if you work things like this.

When the spiraling energy chords I made reached the top, I noticed how the the tree did put the excess energy in the air. It reached the clouds. The energy came from far from the oak through the earth (damn, how to fit that what you saw and felt in words, that is difficult, even after all those years)