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Last night I could not sleep, so I decided to meditate. It turned out to be the most profound meditative experience I had yet, here’s how it went down….
At about 2:50-3 am, after an hour of silent meditation, I reached a state of absolute awareness. I thought nothing, my subconscious told me nothing, just stillness and feeling and being in the moment.
after an hour of this I started seeing what I can only guess based off of other’s description of things as “piercing the veil”.
in the middle of my stillness, suddenly a hole poked into the blackness and a bright red thing/energy/ silhouette/ whatever presented itself.
it wasn’t like the colors one sees when you close and rub your eyes, it was very distinct, pronounced and in one spot and held its shape. Although I could not tell what it was it definitely had a feeling of “externalness” or basically did not feel like it was something I thought of using my mind’s eye.
next I saw a small line being carved bottom to top of the entire blackness of my vision like a river. It stayed there in a squiggly S shape.
after these two things were presented, I believe I got too excited and started thinking again, which I believe made them fade. It is so difficult to catch the excitement and to remember to not think but to let the experience grip you.
Anyways, I am not quite sure what to make of it. Anyone have similar experiences or any theories?
At about 2:50-3 am, after an hour of silent meditation, I reached a state of absolute awareness. I thought nothing, my subconscious told me nothing, just stillness and feeling and being in the moment.
after an hour of this I started seeing what I can only guess based off of other’s description of things as “piercing the veil”.
in the middle of my stillness, suddenly a hole poked into the blackness and a bright red thing/energy/ silhouette/ whatever presented itself.
it wasn’t like the colors one sees when you close and rub your eyes, it was very distinct, pronounced and in one spot and held its shape. Although I could not tell what it was it definitely had a feeling of “externalness” or basically did not feel like it was something I thought of using my mind’s eye.
next I saw a small line being carved bottom to top of the entire blackness of my vision like a river. It stayed there in a squiggly S shape.
after these two things were presented, I believe I got too excited and started thinking again, which I believe made them fade. It is so difficult to catch the excitement and to remember to not think but to let the experience grip you.
Anyways, I am not quite sure what to make of it. Anyone have similar experiences or any theories?