Anti Cosmic Satanism discussion?

[lhpwalkaer]

Idk where this belongs but I’m increasingly drawn to anti cosmic Satanism although I disagree with some ideas associated with it such as suicide a nazism. I am however drawn to and resonate with the idea that physical existence or cosmic order is an imposition because of the suffering that is inherent in it and the fact that no entity consented to come into existence. I am attracted to the idea that chaos is the primordial state and that to return to it one day (not through suicjde through) is to return to a state of spiritual liberation. I’m looking for traditions and books that reflect these ideas without the nazism and pro suicide messages although the Nazi stuff bothers me more. Id love to discuss anti cosmic satanism or similar subjects with u pls hmu

 

[Yazata]

Maybe you can find some help in these threads:

https://wizardforums.com/threads/what-is-anti-cosmic-satanism.8485/

https://wizardforums.com/threads/chaos-gnosticism-anti-cosmic-satanism.6008/

 

[Frater M.M.]

There's also this even more recent thread. It's got some interesting discussion in it but you may find it a tough crowd if you're into ACS, so enter at your own peril

https://wizardforums.com/threads/satanism.23899/