My practice is about relationships with demons. To others, I probably seem reckless or adventurous because I don't use systems, circles, warding, or protection. I just evoke/invoke and take it from there.
Sometimes I push the edge even further, I'll evoke a new spirit with zero prep or research. I know that sounds wild to some, but I’ve found most of the fear based warnings around spirits to be fiction or drama. Don’t get me wrong, I’ve been smacked around, humbled, and put in my place a few times. But I didn’t die. This isn’t a flex. I just think a lot of occultists overplay the danger. Maybe it's the flair for the dramatic. To me, 95% of that is smoke and mirrors.
If you practice in fear and surround yourself with protection, then your experiences will match that lens. (Yeah, I said it.)
Fear is an illusion. I try to push past it, even when it’s rough. Nothing compares to standing in your own fire, in front of a spirit older than time, without flinching. It's an indescribable rush. And the insights you gain, worth every bit of risk.
I recently encountered a spirit that another practitioner works with. I didn’t know much about it beforehand, no homework, no wards, no drama, just me and my fire. The experience was incredible. When I described it to her, she confirmed it was the same spirit she works with. That kind of raw, real verification? That’s why I keep doing this.
No systems, no books, no Latin. Just real spirit encounters. All the rest is theater to me. I want real and raw, or I wont make time for it.