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The Great Duke Astaroth gave me confidence, strength, willpower, and a boyfriend!!!
I'm a longtime Priestess of Lilith, who I live for and love with all my being.
My tattoo mentor had brought up to me a few months ago that maybe a masculine 'God' figure may help balance me out spiritually and ground me a bit.
(calling me an emotional bitch without saying so, but he had a good point)
I had tried meditating on it after spitballing names that immediately came to mind (all rejected), to find someone Lilith wouldn't mind sharing a bit of altar space with.
When I closed my eyes and got cozy, then boomed in my ears and head, "ASTAROTH. ASTAROTH. ASTAROTH."
almost immediately did Astaroth come to me on a dead white horse (??) looking not completely horrifying as he traditionally may be, but still fucking intimidating.
It was brief first meeting, but He came back later that night to offer me a trial.
The trial was only 24 hours- he sent waves of demons and total shit at me, just curveball after curveball.
I barely slept and was in a good amount of pain, but apparently I'd passed.
Becoming a warrior has balanced out my "she-demon" seducering by giving me a hulking throbbing fist to keep tucked behind my black-velveted ass, just in case.
My battles both magick and mundane become easier each day with Him by my side. He doesn't speak too much, but echoes loudly when He chooses to!!
I give him ceremonial praise, doing work & creating in His name (shared energy), and I owe Him some cool drawings apparently (which I can share if anyone is interested lol)
When I first met my boyfriend in person (not even two weeks after making my pact with Astaroth),
I finally understood what "love at first sight" was. Chemistry, sparks, all that jazz. Same for him!! Totally intense and so much deeper than just physical.
When I got to his place, all comfortably cozy and intimate with him, Astaroth's words BOOMED through my head and soul, shaking me deeply-
"YOU'RE WELCOME." Needless to say, things have been going like an absolute dream.
The inner peace I get by being with my guy has cleared so much dust and clouds from my heart and mind, which has helped in every way!!!
I've been able to do much more potent work lately, and had a great success deflecting a pretty large attack recently with His power.
It feels like I'm finally able to throw my 'aura' hard to make people notice/intimidated by me.
I have so much more confidence in myself because of Him. Feeling like I can take on pretty much anything that gets thrown at me makes it seem like what I do get hit with are just pebbles.
Have gotten new contract work with an artist I REALLY respect, made new good friends and connections due to my newly gained strength filling me to the brim with uh... a synonym for confidence!!
This might all sound really girly and corny, but Astaroth apparently can help shape a witch-bitch into a mighty warrior too.
Thanks for letting me share.
Praise be to Astaroth!!!!!!
I'm a longtime Priestess of Lilith, who I live for and love with all my being.
My tattoo mentor had brought up to me a few months ago that maybe a masculine 'God' figure may help balance me out spiritually and ground me a bit.
(calling me an emotional bitch without saying so, but he had a good point)
I had tried meditating on it after spitballing names that immediately came to mind (all rejected), to find someone Lilith wouldn't mind sharing a bit of altar space with.
When I closed my eyes and got cozy, then boomed in my ears and head, "ASTAROTH. ASTAROTH. ASTAROTH."
almost immediately did Astaroth come to me on a dead white horse (??) looking not completely horrifying as he traditionally may be, but still fucking intimidating.
It was brief first meeting, but He came back later that night to offer me a trial.
The trial was only 24 hours- he sent waves of demons and total shit at me, just curveball after curveball.
I barely slept and was in a good amount of pain, but apparently I'd passed.
Becoming a warrior has balanced out my "she-demon" seducering by giving me a hulking throbbing fist to keep tucked behind my black-velveted ass, just in case.
My battles both magick and mundane become easier each day with Him by my side. He doesn't speak too much, but echoes loudly when He chooses to!!
I give him ceremonial praise, doing work & creating in His name (shared energy), and I owe Him some cool drawings apparently (which I can share if anyone is interested lol)
When I first met my boyfriend in person (not even two weeks after making my pact with Astaroth),
I finally understood what "love at first sight" was. Chemistry, sparks, all that jazz. Same for him!! Totally intense and so much deeper than just physical.
When I got to his place, all comfortably cozy and intimate with him, Astaroth's words BOOMED through my head and soul, shaking me deeply-
"YOU'RE WELCOME." Needless to say, things have been going like an absolute dream.
The inner peace I get by being with my guy has cleared so much dust and clouds from my heart and mind, which has helped in every way!!!
I've been able to do much more potent work lately, and had a great success deflecting a pretty large attack recently with His power.
It feels like I'm finally able to throw my 'aura' hard to make people notice/intimidated by me.
I have so much more confidence in myself because of Him. Feeling like I can take on pretty much anything that gets thrown at me makes it seem like what I do get hit with are just pebbles.
Have gotten new contract work with an artist I REALLY respect, made new good friends and connections due to my newly gained strength filling me to the brim with uh... a synonym for confidence!!
This might all sound really girly and corny, but Astaroth apparently can help shape a witch-bitch into a mighty warrior too.
Thanks for letting me share.
Praise be to Astaroth!!!!!!
