I think the meaning of "To Be Silent" (as in "To Know, To Dare, To Will, To Be Silent") needs to be extended to listening to youtubers and other social media influencers. It's one thing to read an author's disparaging opinion in a book but much harder to dismiss (and forget!) what some real live person told you straight to your face - it's like he or she was personally putting a jinx on your schemes. What has been seen cannot be unseen, as they say, and even with strongly-held convictions, you'll still end up somewhat rattled and ambivalent.
In contrast to books, many youtube videos are all about winning subscribers, about personal opinions, about unique styles of presentation and appearing 'fresh', no matter if they keep rehashing centuries-old subjects. Additionally, all youtubers are under immense (financial) pressure, and the easiest way to generate clicks is controversy (scandals, secrets, outrageous claims, etc.) - which isn't such strong a motive for book authors and may even damage their reputation. So if a youtuber, for example, put out a video titled "Why calling up demons is a bad idea!!" and triggered a shitstorm among furious demonolaters, it'll be all money in the bank. Follow youtubers long enough (as I did on several non-occult topics), and you start to realise when the guys have their off-days, try too hard, come across somewhat forced because of a temporary lack of ideas, recycle old videos with a contrived new spin, etc. I don't envy them because as soon as their livelihood starts to depend on youtube, they'll become part of a content machine and will do almost everything to stray relevant.
Instead of randomly clicking on every video which the algorithm may throw up and that seems vaguely interesting, I'd stick with reputable youtubers if I were you (there are other Forum threads about youtube as well):
Anyone got any recommendation for some occult youtubers if any
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