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Hello all.

I am a budding wizard, currently leaning more RHP.

I've had a rough road, I contacted Astrum Argentum back in 2018 with the aims of advancing in my music career. Idiotically, I used my personal email, effectively doxxing myself.

They responded with a reading list, Sword of Song, some Ceremonial Magic book who's title I forget.

I was pretty profane at the time, raised Roman Catholic. So, when I saw Lucifer brought up, I got rid of all the tomes.

I did read Sword of Song while meditating in the wild pretty often. After one session, I felt violently something enter from the root chakra. I didn't pay much mind to it then, but I can attribute it to the descent of my temple.

Ever since, I've been pretty badly afflicted -- years of going in and out of psych wards, violently chanting the Blood of Jesus, and feeling knots in my head and strongholds in my body react to the chants, especially when directing my breath.

The afflictions are definitely intelligent, and know how to play hide and seek.

Anyway, to the present day, I've been practicing magick again for about two months -- 72 Angels of Magick by Damon Brand and Stephen Skinner's Archangels and Demon Princes.

I own the Universal Circle (plus the Qliphoth Circle), purchased an attunement for the 72 Shem Angels from the Kolasi Coven, and I own a shew stone crystal. Never quite got the Skinner invocation to work, still experimenting. But, Damon Brand's methods of 11 Day Master Ritual have borne fruit, I see a ton of feathers everywhere (a sign of angelic contact). I've been planning to continue with Shem angels, using the Shem Grimiore and Triangle of Art, Damon Brand's method of glancing at the sigil and singing the angel's name doesn't really evoke them to visual appearance and I don't really sense any signs of their presence around me when called.

I'm considering an assortment of talismans but after reading some Quareia texts, Ms. McCarthy says talismans will weaken you. Though, she also says that enduring spiritual attacks gives you very thick skin.

Anyway, I suffer from spiritual attacks I deem to be archonic in nature. I hear voices and have for years, at first, I perceived them to be implanted thoughts. Now, I recognize them as psychic attacks and find myself trapped in an egregore (it seems as though, I have been in many differing ones as the voices I perceive change over time). There was a time where I had very strong energy behind my ears, and was very frenetic as I heard voices of artists I knew. At first, I enjoyed it, but there's no off button.

I had a period in life where I was aware I was a target for witchcraft, and tried to solicit services for aid.

Some of them worked, like the etheric parasite removal which gave me about 3 hours of freedom, before all the afflictions came rushing back.

I've read McCarthy's Exorcist Handbook pretty in-depth, and believe myself to be something of a "host" and she warns that petty spells are ineffective and I'd require an expert occultist/exorcist's assistance.

I'm pretty limited in my magickal operations, seeing as the interference blocks my pineal gland, resulting in a weaker imagination and fits of involuntary laughter while meditating or even doing simple visualizations during LBRP.

So, with all this in mind, any Quareia adepts or initiates around? Josephine advised I stay away from magick and seek out help in religion, thus rejecting me from studying in Quareia, she doesn't believe me to e of sound mind, I guess.

Anyone who thinks they can handle such a herculean task, please reach out.

Of course, I'm open to any and all advice on new books/grimiores to read that may help purify my vessel and combat spiritual attacks.

Also, looking for any occult magick orders unaffiliated with Freemasonry. Live in the Greater NY Tri-State Area, but name drop any good ones.

Let me know, thanks!
 
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Are you OK?

More or less.

What I said before still applies. Experiencing some real life blockages as a result -- 🎱

Had a convocation go awry, almost got recruited into KoC after visiting a well-off church...

Weird stuff, working to get my business sorted so I can return to focusing on the macrocosm.
 

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Hello all.

I am a budding wizard, currently leaning more RHP.

I've had a rough road, I contacted Astrum Argentum back in 2018 with the aims of advancing in my music career. Idiotically, I used my personal email, effectively doxxing myself.

They responded with a reading list, Sword of Song, some Ceremonial Magic book who's title I forget.

I was pretty profane at the time, raised Roman Catholic. So, when I saw Lucifer brought up, I got rid of all the tomes.

I did read Sword of Song while meditating in the wild pretty often. After one session, I felt violently something enter from the root chakra. I didn't pay much mind to it then, but I can attribute it to the descent of my temple.

Ever since, I've been pretty badly afflicted -- years of going in and out of psych wards, violently chanting the Blood of Jesus, and feeling knots in my head and strongholds in my body react to the chants, especially when directing my breath.

The afflictions are definitely intelligent, and know how to play hide and seek.

Anyway, to the present day, I've been practicing magick again for about two months -- 72 Angels of Magick by Damon Brand and Stephen Skinner's Archangels and Demon Princes.

I own the Universal Circle (plus the Qliphoth Circle), purchased an attunement for the 72 Shem Angels from the Kolasi Coven, and I own a shew stone crystal. Never quite got the Skinner invocation to work, still experimenting. But, Damon Brand's methods of 11 Day Master Ritual have borne fruit, I see a ton of feathers everywhere (a sign of angelic contact). I've been planning to continue with Shem angels, using the Shem Grimiore and Triangle of Art, Damon Brand's method of glancing at the sigil and singing the angel's name doesn't really evoke them to visual appearance and I don't really sense any signs of their presence around me when called.

I'm considering an assortment of talismans but after reading some Quareia texts, Ms. McCarthy says talismans will weaken you. Though, she also says that enduring spiritual attacks gives you very thick skin.

Anyway, I suffer from spiritual attacks I deem to be archonic in nature. I hear voices and have for years, at first, I perceived them to be implanted thoughts. Now, I recognize them as psychic attacks and find myself trapped in an egregore (it seems as though, I have been in many differing ones as the voices I perceive change over time). There was a time where I had very strong energy behind my ears, and was very frenetic as I heard voices of artists I knew. At first, I enjoyed it, but there's no off button.

I had a period in life where I was aware I was a target for witchcraft, and tried to solicit services for aid.

Some of them worked, like the etheric parasite removal which gave me about 3 hours of freedom, before all the afflictions came rushing back.

I've read McCarthy's Exorcist Handbook pretty in-depth, and believe myself to be something of a "host" and she warns that petty spells are ineffective and I'd require an expert occultist/exorcist's assistance.

I'm pretty limited in my magickal operations, seeing as the interference blocks my pineal gland, resulting in a weaker imagination and fits of involuntary laughter while meditating or even doing simple visualizations during LBRP.

So, with all this in mind, any Quareia adepts or initiates around? Josephine advised I stay away from magick and seek out help in religion, thus rejecting me from studying in Quareia, she doesn't believe me to e of sound mind, I guess.

Anyone who thinks they can handle such a herculean task, please reach out.

Of course, I'm open to any and all advice on new books/grimiores to read that may help purify my vessel and combat spiritual attacks.

Also, looking for any occult magick orders unaffiliated with Freemasonry. Live in the Greater NY Tri-State Area, but name drop any good ones.

Let me know, thanks!
I’ll use your term archon, but not in the way it’s usually framed.
An “archon” does not behave like an independent being that can be fought, banished, or out‑ritualed. What people label as archonic influence is a self‑reinforcing attention structure — a loop that feeds on symbolism, fear, interpretation, and constant engagement.
If it reacts to prayers, sigils, breath control, visualization, or focus on specific body centers, then it is not external. Anything truly external does not require your imagination, belief, or participation to operate.
The mistake is treating this as a war. Wars require enemies. Enemies require attention.
How archonic influence actually dissolves:
Stop all ritual, invocation, sigil work, banishing, protection, and “cleansing.” These are fuel.
Remove symbolic framing entirely. No angels, no demons, no parasites, no systems.
Do not converse with voices, sensations, or impressions. No rejection, no acceptance — non‑engagement.
Shift attention outward into ordinary physical reality: movement, routine, daylight, simple tasks.
An archon collapses when it is no longer named, interpreted, or opposed. It cannot survive without narrative and focus.
Power is not regained by domination — but by withdrawal. When attention leaves, the structure starves. When people say “what is not fed disappears,” this is not poetry — it is mechanics.
What gets called archonic influence persists only as long as energy is supplied to it. Not energy in a mystical sense, but attention, repetition, emotion, and physiological activation. Remove the supply, and the structure collapses on its own.
Ritual is only one feeding method. In practice, it’s often not even the strongest one.
Common ways this kind of influence is fed:
1. Attention fixation
Constantly checking sensations, listening for voices, scanning the body, monitoring thoughts. Attention stabilizes the loop.
2. Emotional charge
Fear, anger, devotion, awe, urgency. Strong emotion acts like voltage. Calm indifference starves it.
3. Interpretation and meaning‑making
Asking what does this mean?, who is doing this?, why me? Meaning locks the pattern in place.
4. Repetition
Mantras, chants, affirmations, internal arguments, mental rebuttals. Repetition equals reinforcement.
5. Breath manipulation and bodily focus
Forced breathing, chakra focus, pressure on the brow, spine, or root. These amplify internal signals.
6. Symbolic systems
Angels, demons, archons, seals, sigils, hierarchies. Symbols give the loop structure and identity.
7. Isolation and inward collapse
Withdrawing from ordinary life while living almost entirely “inside.” Lack of external grounding feeds internal recursion.
8. Sleep disruption
Irregular sleep, long night vigils, trance states. Fatigue lowers the system’s filtering capacity.
9. Stimulants and suppressants
Excess caffeine, nicotine, alcohol, or anything used to push or dampen perception artificially.
10. Online reinforcement
Reading forums, stories, and theories that mirror the same narrative. Pattern recognition locks in.
None of these are attacks from outside. They are supply lines.
Cut the supply, and there is nothing left to sustain the structure.
No fight. No banishing. No purification. Just non‑participation.
What cannot feed cannot remain.
 

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I’ll use your term archon, but not in the way it’s usually framed.
An “archon” does not behave like an independent being that can be fought, banished, or out‑ritualed. What people label as archonic influence is a self‑reinforcing attention structure — a loop that feeds on symbolism, fear, interpretation, and constant engagement.
If it reacts to prayers, sigils, breath control, visualization, or focus on specific body centers, then it is not external. Anything truly external does not require your imagination, belief, or participation to operate.
The mistake is treating this as a war. Wars require enemies. Enemies require attention.
How archonic influence actually dissolves:
Stop all ritual, invocation, sigil work, banishing, protection, and “cleansing.” These are fuel.
Remove symbolic framing entirely. No angels, no demons, no parasites, no systems.
Do not converse with voices, sensations, or impressions. No rejection, no acceptance — non‑engagement.
Shift attention outward into ordinary physical reality: movement, routine, daylight, simple tasks.
An archon collapses when it is no longer named, interpreted, or opposed. It cannot survive without narrative and focus.
Power is not regained by domination — but by withdrawal. When attention leaves, the structure starves. When people say “what is not fed disappears,” this is not poetry — it is mechanics.
What gets called archonic influence persists only as long as energy is supplied to it. Not energy in a mystical sense, but attention, repetition, emotion, and physiological activation. Remove the supply, and the structure collapses on its own.
Ritual is only one feeding method. In practice, it’s often not even the strongest one.
Common ways this kind of influence is fed:
1. Attention fixation
Constantly checking sensations, listening for voices, scanning the body, monitoring thoughts. Attention stabilizes the loop.
2. Emotional charge
Fear, anger, devotion, awe, urgency. Strong emotion acts like voltage. Calm indifference starves it.
3. Interpretation and meaning‑making
Asking what does this mean?, who is doing this?, why me? Meaning locks the pattern in place.
4. Repetition
Mantras, chants, affirmations, internal arguments, mental rebuttals. Repetition equals reinforcement.
5. Breath manipulation and bodily focus
Forced breathing, chakra focus, pressure on the brow, spine, or root. These amplify internal signals.
6. Symbolic systems
Angels, demons, archons, seals, sigils, hierarchies. Symbols give the loop structure and identity.
7. Isolation and inward collapse
Withdrawing from ordinary life while living almost entirely “inside.” Lack of external grounding feeds internal recursion.
8. Sleep disruption
Irregular sleep, long night vigils, trance states. Fatigue lowers the system’s filtering capacity.
9. Stimulants and suppressants
Excess caffeine, nicotine, alcohol, or anything used to push or dampen perception artificially.
10. Online reinforcement
Reading forums, stories, and theories that mirror the same narrative. Pattern recognition locks in.
None of these are attacks from outside. They are supply lines.
Cut the supply, and there is nothing left to sustain the structure.
No fight. No banishing. No purification. Just non‑participation.
What cannot feed cannot remain.
Noted.

I've attempted this before, after getting similar advice from DeepSeek.

Anyway, I purchased a servitor from CreepyHollows. It seems to be helping.

As I've mentioned before, the enemy egregore hails from Sigma Pi Phi. Specifically, Jay Z and Nas.

I gained entry into Techstars, but remained in poverty and though I amaze investors, they mysteriously stop responding as if I'm being blocked.

In any case, I've pitched 50 Cent and other allies within that society, that are more in line with my ideals (you can check the Instagram).

In any case, I'm requesting metaphysical assistance. Feel free to DM me or message on Telegram.
 

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Common ways this kind of influence is fed:
1. Attention fixation
Constantly checking sensations, listening for voices, scanning the body, monitoring thoughts. Attention stabilizes the loop.
2. Emotional charge
Fear, anger, devotion, awe, urgency. Strong emotion acts like voltage. Calm indifference starves it.
3. Interpretation and meaning‑making
Asking what does this mean?, who is doing this?, why me? Meaning locks the pattern in place.
4. Repetition
Mantras, chants, affirmations, internal arguments, mental rebuttals. Repetition equals reinforcement.
5. Breath manipulation and bodily focus
Forced breathing, chakra focus, pressure on the brow, spine, or root. These amplify internal signals.
6. Symbolic systems
Angels, demons, archons, seals, sigils, hierarchies. Symbols give the loop structure and identity.
7. Isolation and inward collapse
Withdrawing from ordinary life while living almost entirely “inside.” Lack of external grounding feeds internal recursion.
8. Sleep disruption
Irregular sleep, long night vigils, trance states. Fatigue lowers the system’s filtering capacity.
9. Stimulants and suppressants
Excess caffeine, nicotine, alcohol, or anything used to push or dampen perception artificially.
10. Online reinforcement
Reading forums, stories, and theories that mirror the same narrative. Pattern recognition locks in.
None of these are attacks from outside. They are supply lines.
Cut the supply, and there is nothing left to sustain the structure.
Great advice.
 

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They're blocking my funds + my family and close associates are also hosts.

$YungTaicho, looking to travel to a safe haven.
 
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