I dont think is a demon what is possessing me, I think it could be an astral parasite, because according to Mc Carthy it behaves almost human, and is not stopping me from living normally, it just distract me by touching me, and no sir I dont work with demons.
In my experience, parasitic entities are
no joke, and definitely not something to take lightly. I dealt with a
lifelong attachment, so I’m speaking from direct experience, not theory.
One thing I’ll say right away:
demons get blamed all the time for behavior that’s actually parasitic. What you’re describing, human-like behavior, persistent distractions, low-level interference without full possession, that tracks way more with
astral parasites than with any demon I’ve ever encountered or worked with.
That said,
don’t try to handle this alone. Not without some real solid education and grounding. These things don’t just show up and scare you, they study you. They find the cracks. They use your own shadows against you: lust, addiction, fear, self-doubt, ego, anger,
whatever’s already in your system, they’ll amplify it and feed off it. They feed and drain. They will do anything to stay and feed, including hiding or laying low for a few days to induce a false sense of security.
If you’re serious about clearing it, you’ll need more than willpower. You’ll need
clarity, discipline, and maybe some backup. There are ways to deal with this, but it has to be done cleanly and without playing into its hands.
Don’t let it keep distracting you just because it isn’t “ruining your life.” The fact that it’s touching you at all? That’s
already too far.
Here is the banishing that I used to start the slow starving process to remove a lifelong attachment. This took about a month and a half before it starved and left:
"I call back all parts of myself from where they've been fed upon. I name the parasitic current. You are not me. I revoke your access. My (name what it feeds on, lust, anger, fear, etc.) is sacred. My fire is mine. I now reclaim. Any pact, or contract, permission I ever gave - Conscious or not - is now null. I revoke all consent. I cast you out."
I read this multiple times a day and before bed every single day. I read it when I felt I needed it, and when I didnt feel I needed it. I read it a lot, out loud. Consent matters in the spiritual realm. You have to
starve it through refusal. This declaration is where you begin.
Good luck.
