Is there anything else you can do to gain the love and desire of another person if you have already tried all sorts of rituals; sold to the dark forces everything that you had, who you were, and that was somehow connected to you?
I am absolutely not interested in listening to another nonsense about self-development, improving my social, material and physiological condition. All this is meaningless without the love of one particular person, no matter how many opportunities, riches, and other things I have.
This is the third year of my suffering. This is not life, but garbage, filled with torments that cannot be eliminated. Therefore, if anyone present here can somehow help me achieve the love of one particular person, I will be very grateful to you.
And don't tell me that emotional involvement in achieving a result soon cancels magic. I will ignore such answers.
PS: I have worked with all known demons: Greek, Sumerian, Egyptian, Slavic, Scandinavian and Jewish pantheons of gods. Tiamat, the Qliphoth and Sephiroth trees, the Abyss itself in its various layers of immersion. Partly Zoroastrian deities.
I understand your pain and suffering very well. I’m going through my own suffering right now from losing the woman I loved. She came into my life at a time when I was deeply alone, unhappy, and had already given up on women. She found me herself, and she was perfect. From our very first date, I knew she was the one — the one I wanted by my side for the rest of my life. It was a fateful encounter, something I’ve never experienced before, and I can’t describe it in words…
When I choose to love someone, my love is pure, infinite — filled with loyalty. I would die for that person if I had to. My life has always been tied to darkness, and I was born that way. I’m not afraid of the darkness — I’ve found many things within it and I understand its nature and principles. For my knowledge, experience, and wisdom, I sometimes pay a very high price in the form of deep loneliness. There are very few people in this world who truly understand me.
When this woman entered my life, I believed the Universe had answered me — because fulfilling my purpose would be easier with someone by my side. Now, two years later, she’s been gone for several months. She’s gone, and she’ll never come back. All that remains is a broken, lonely man with a “Twin flame” tattoo on his forearm. She’s gone, and nothing in this world can change that. She was — and still is — an extreme test of my strength, my spirit, my faith in the Universe and the higher order. She became my own mental prison, my suffering.
I’m someone who is afraid to fall asleep for fear of dreaming of her again — so I wander the night landscapes accompanied only by my entities. No goal, no direction.
But what do I know for sure? There’s nothing in this world you can do to make someone love you back. It’s impossible unless it’s meant to be, unless you’re destined for one another. Maybe, like me, you see the world as it could be, if only… Even if you meet a soul that matches yours — same frequency, same experience — it doesn’t guarantee a union. I understand your pain, trust me.
Maybe you, too, believe that if fate brought you together, there must be more to it. You offer your gifts of love and your whole self, and the other person rejects them. It’s so… illogical, isn’t it? What’s the higher meaning in that? Sometimes, love reflects such a strong light and truth that it burns and scares the other soul — and you become their enemy, even if your intention is the purest.
If you also actively work with the dark side, then you should know that the darkness teaches us through suffering, with one goal only — to see our progress and test our strength. Sometimes, our own suffering is the most powerful fuel for our growth. And sometimes, we feel we’re paying an absurdly high price. This is one of the hardest things to understand on the dark path — I’ve seen many people break because they didn’t get it.
Love requires both souls. And if you’ve already tried everything — it’s simple: he or she is not here for you, but for someone else. If their destiny and purpose were bound to yours, you might face challenges, yes, but you would feel it’s the right path — because the path would open up before you.
What can you do if you’ve been suffering for three years? Let him or her go. Remove them from your life, delete her/his photos, erase their contact, block them, and never reach out again. Do it for yourself — otherwise your suffering will only deepen. Every encounter in life is fated in some way. Everyone who enters your life does so for a reason, to give you something. Yes, sometimes it hurts deeply. Sometimes you won’t understand it right away. But you will understand it with time — trust me.
Pay the price, and do it for yourself. If you truly want the best for them — start with yourself. Otherwise, your pain will linger. This is your test, and believe me — the Universe will give something in return. Everything is always in balance, even if the initial cost feels too high. And you should know — if there’s one thing the dark side truly dislikes, it’s self-harm. The darkness wants us to be strong — to be able to carry its gifts and fulfill our calling. That’s why it tests us and puts us through suffering.
I know this isn’t what you wanted to hear… but I had to say it.
