Did i contact a vampyre/incubus?

[Fracula]

so this was a while ago now when i was working through don webb's energy magick of the vampyre book. i am still working through that book but want to talk about what happened during the opening rite. so this was my first real ritual and i put a lot of effort into it with dressing, equipment and all that. anyway, at the stage where the magician speaks as the vampire i had a really weird sensation. it was like i saw another world layered over this one. like i knew i was in my cellar but over it were images that felt different from imagination. they were all kind of i want to say Turkish like heavy sensual sort of feeling. it felt a bit like being smothered with velvet, like overpoweringly sensual. i had a sense of a dark presence watching over the whole thing, literally like a dark figure above the room watching all of this below. the atmopshere felt really sexual, like i had been lured into a seduction. the presence was unmistakably male and i am too so this was... kinda gay (i'm bi) then, in the middle of all this heavy kind of atmosphere i felt a really sharp, cold undercurrent that felt really fucking dangerous, like frightening dangerous, like beneath the velvet was the sharpest blade ever. i snapped out of it and was fully back in my room doing the ritual. i finsihed the ritual and went to bed. i dreamt i was back in that ottoman type room and there was a man there, he looked a bit like Elyes Gabel. he told me his name which im not going to give here. i woke up. over the following weeks i had moments of sensing this presence, again really sexual, really intense but that current of danger was always around. about six months after the opening rite i dreamt again of this being and that we were just sitting together in the same room and he was smiling at me really darkly. he said "I am going to give you something you can use to call me". i woke and i had had a wet dream and my hands were repeating the same gestures over and over again. i had been doing this in my sleep! not normal for me at all. i have used the gestures since and when i do i can feel the presence of this being really strongly. i messaged don webb on facebook about it and he was like "could be HGA could be future self, could be jungian projection". sooo that narrows it down! guys what do you think is happening here? is this a familiar? is this the vampire energy doing its thing? im not scared by it but i am kind of fascinated. tyia!

 

[Wintruz]

so this was a while ago now when i was working through don webb's energy magick of the vampyre book. i am still working through that book but want to talk about what happened during the opening rite. so this was my first real ritual and i put a lot of effort into it with dressing, equipment and all that. anyway, at the stage where the magician speaks as the vampire i had a really weird sensation. it was like i saw another world layered over this one. like i knew i was in my cellar but over it were images that felt different from imagination. they were all kind of i want to say Turkish like heavy sensual sort of feeling. it felt a bit like being smothered with velvet, like overpoweringly sensual. i had a sense of a dark presence watching over the whole thing, literally like a dark figure above the room watching all of this below. the atmopshere felt really sexual, like i had been lured into a seduction. the presence was unmistakably male and i am too so this was... kinda gay (i'm bi) then, in the middle of all this heavy kind of atmosphere i felt a really sharp, cold undercurrent that felt really fucking dangerous, like frightening dangerous, like beneath the velvet was the sharpest blade ever. i snapped out of it and was fully back in my room doing the ritual. i finsihed the ritual and went to bed. i dreamt i was back in that ottoman type room and there was a man there, he looked a bit like Elyes Gabel. he told me his name which im not going to give here. i woke up. over the following weeks i had moments of sensing this presence, again really sexual, really intense but that current of danger was always around. about six months after the opening rite i dreamt again of this being and that we were just sitting together in the same room and he was smiling at me really darkly. he said "I am going to give you something you can use to call me". i woke and i had had a wet dream and my hands were repeating the same gestures over and over again. i had been doing this in my sleep! not normal for me at all. i have used the gestures since and when i do i can feel the presence of this being really strongly. i messaged don webb on facebook about it and he was like "could be HGA could be future self, could be jungian projection". sooo that narrows it down! guys what do you think is happening here? is this a familiar? is this the vampire energy doing its thing? im not scared by it but i am kind of fascinated. tyia!

If this happened exactly as you suggest then, actually, yes, I am inclined to think you've connected with something powerful.

The apprehension of the "astral" while knowing that, physically, you are located in the same room you started in is well known in magical practice. Multiple occult authors affirm it (Crowley wrote on this kind of phenomena often) and on WF you'd be hard pressed to find a practitioner who hasn't seen something in their "mind's eye" while engaging in serious work. That part matches known magical technique. A full scene, such as this, coming unbidden is rarer than a "figure by the door" or so on, but it may well indicate a strong innate talent.

The atmosphere you describe, the combination of sensuality and danger is also deeply resonant with certain kinds of "spirit work". There are cross readings here of everything from Islamicate Jinn magic to traditional witches' encounters with their familiar. In my experience, the combination of heavy, hypnotic sensuality with a "cold sharpness" does indicate genuine contact with Vampyric presence. The involuntary mudra that occurred after a nocturnal emission matches the description of witches given sigils by incubi almost perfectly.

Only you can really understand what and why this connection exists because the contact is noetic and deeply personal. It is possible that you have subconsciously refracted a need through a set of vampyric symbols which engage parts of you but, then, I would say that is a very close approximation of accessing the Vampyric current anyway. If that is what has happened, the key thing is not to chase new contact (obsession is a very serious risk in this terrain) but to integrate it. The sense of wonder (and the dreams and so on) won't fade, but will increase and develop in strange ways just as you develop in strange ways.

 

[solidEarth]

I agree with above comment, I’ve had many years of encounters with a specific vampyre throughout my life and this definitely sounds like it. Your ritual worked.