DIY exorcism?

[Wannabewizard]

I could use a guide on what the hell to do (pun intended) to remove junk I see inside me. It is a lot better than it used to be, but there is still some work to do. I am aware of 'mental health' and the crossover to spiritual things, that is the product of a lifetime of being held together by spiritual ducktape. There are no counsellors or shamans here, been on my own for far to long but can't do with crowds either.
I have used and received some esoteric Christian evangelist experiences, but that was long ago. There is power there, but only so much in certain ways. No one seems to get the aspects of deep healing at the root of the soul. All you need is Jesus. Bah! How many billions have heard that before they died the next day? I did get baptised though, full immersion (it is an initiation) and look fondly upon the image of Christ as I think it would have been in the early Gnostic church with no Bible. I still have outbursts of glossolalia, sometimes it seems good, sometimes not. I'm suspicious. I know I'm way to open sometimes. The places I've been, everything is God or the Devil, and sometimes from the way they behave I thought they wouldn't know one from the other.
I am paying attention to what egregores are pretty fast, as looking back, there's a lot of religious spirit stuff that was very contagious. In as much recently as 'visions' of 'Jesus' figure have appeared. No! Go away!
Somethings going on.
Christian ptsd and probable cptsd.
It was probably my mother black magicking me with her twisted prayer to reconvert me to her horrible childhood torture god. For someone who thinks witchcraft is evil she does a whole lot of it.

So yes, I could use some ways to remove actual entity's that trouble me, and keep them off, as well as the dissolving and working through of any illness. Particularly, Archonic squid things feeding of me. I'm tuned into my dreams at night and I am thankful to source for the work done. Pitched battles in the day that according to Josephine Mcarthy, are actually deep visioning.
Seeing a lot of of characters in black and white, I guess that's partly Asperger.

My occult 'accidents' turned out to be the right thing.
I would rather be the victor than the victim.
I hope that I can reset my spiritual life and being to at least a 'default' setting before abuse.
At this point I'm basically trying to fix the engine with it running.
I have had miracles before.
Is there a simple low level approach?
Mantras and so on?

 

[KjEno186]

Aiden Wachter's book, Six Ways: Approaches & Entries for Practical Magic, has a month long self forgiveness ritual which you could try. Like you, I'm a bit weary of Yahweh and Son, and Wachter's books are refreshingly left open to your deities of choice.

Don Webb's book, How to Become a Modern Magus, has a "new sort of divination that also works as an exorcism" on page 373 of the PDF. He writes, "Practice will make you less likely to be trapped in the nets of others."

Both books can be found in the WF library.

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I'll just add a bit more about Webb's book. On page 403 he writes, "This month you will learn exorcism and Graal blessing. Note that if you have never used exorcism before, at first it will be very effective and you will be as tempted to use it as a teenaged boy who has discovered willy-shaking."

 

[Roma]

Very often the adverse energy/entity has a permission from the human. While the permission is present it is very hard to remove the interference

Permissions can be passive.

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Baldwin gives an example of a woman with a possession and he failed to remove it over some years until she remembered that she had been abused by her father at age 12 - but had not objected.

When she then rejected the experience Baldwin was successful in removing the possession

There are many forms of passive permission

 

[Wannabewizard]

Thankyou, it's been very difficult to find good source material.
That permission stuff is sneaky, especially when it comes to dissociation and amnesia. It got to the point where it was impossible to resist anymore. It's the fourth 'F' in Fight, Flight, Freeze and Fawn.

 

[Roma]

A woman came to me complaining of possession. She said she was possessed while having sex with a rather strange man I knew, who was possessed. The possessing entity spawned during human sex. Hence, abused boys in turn become abusers.

She would steal money from the laundry and 5 minutes later would have no memory of taking it.

She bought cigarettes for the women targeted by the possessing entity. It appeared to me that nicotine damaged the auras of the women so that they were more susceptible to the possessing entity

The possessing entity turned out to be very high level, attacking the whole community.

It hit my left temple, damaging the etheric brain. It took about 5 years before the pain was completely gone

 

[Jackson]

Reiki, stones, frequencies, can all potentially assist in the facilitation of expulsion. Fluorite, obsidian, onyx.

 

[HoldAll]

I would give antidepressants a try. No joke. They completely turned my life around, so much anguish disappeared just like that. Yeah, dumb conventional medicine, Big Bad Pharma and all that but if you insist on exclusively using occult/alternative methods or ingesting 'natural' entheogens, you may get nowhere and simply suffer for the rest of your life. Only my two cents, mind you.