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Ive meditated for fifty years. My back has major problems. Without opioids I cant sit. Even with opioids I find it easier to walk and chant and do visualizations. I am thankful for the time I put into meditation. Especially when I was young. The opioid have not ruined my practices. I have expanded the range of practices.
The Goddess is compassionate. She allows me what I need ro continue to develop. But I wish I never took opioids and benzos. They just make me cloudy and sleepy. Yet, I am thankful, as I can aproximate a normal,human being and give those close to me better quality of living. Without the drugs I would be shlunky and in,pain.
I dont recommend drugs if youre a true sadhu. Liberation is freedom from all restraints. I am hogtied. I am not pleased with myself. But I meditate daily. I have dreams which tell me that I am okay. Stay clean as long as you are able. Use prescriptions only if you will die without them.
Thaks for listening
The Goddess is compassionate. She allows me what I need ro continue to develop. But I wish I never took opioids and benzos. They just make me cloudy and sleepy. Yet, I am thankful, as I can aproximate a normal,human being and give those close to me better quality of living. Without the drugs I would be shlunky and in,pain.
I dont recommend drugs if youre a true sadhu. Liberation is freedom from all restraints. I am hogtied. I am not pleased with myself. But I meditate daily. I have dreams which tell me that I am okay. Stay clean as long as you are able. Use prescriptions only if you will die without them.
Thaks for listening