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Yep, 10/10, all things considered. Would not time travel to when I was a kid and tell myself anything.
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Do you like your life?
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Absolutely hate it, no joke. Boring af early Kali yuga gameplay. No demon king to fight, people are genuine npcs. Nothing to do at all. Nothing happens. Though it could have been worse being born during any of the wars but at least there you had a sense of adventure and unique opportunities.
If I could enter character creator again I would pick body type 2 (female), petite and pale skin, become an OF whore and get betas from around the world to finance my debauchery and travel. But I foolishly took body type 1 (male) and gave it all the solar traits. But right now lunar bodies have the meta (trans people, women etc) and I literally run a build meant for the roman Times or early antique. Fucking shit.
If I could enter character creator again I would pick body type 2 (female), petite and pale skin, become an OF whore and get betas from around the world to finance my debauchery and travel. But I foolishly took body type 1 (male) and gave it all the solar traits. But right now lunar bodies have the meta (trans people, women etc) and I literally run a build meant for the roman Times or early antique. Fucking shit.
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I sense that something is definitely missing… (smiling).
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I'm not going to clown, but the solution seems obvious.
What is it?
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Grow your hair out, change your @ from Mars to Marsha and hate the Orange man.
Then you'll
Then you'll
as you say it, and have a
I can not transition because I would never pass and it would only be like on a surface level. I am super masculine so I also can not go for that androgynous look. Only complete transmutation/ alteration would work. Lol I would rather pass as werewolf then a woman. So like I said, entering character creator again and switch bodies. Actually it's supposed to work like that for transforming into a werewolf, by projecting your soul/ conscious in such a way. Like in a dream, where you take on (at first) random bodies to experience it.
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My best friend and grey abductee friend died 2 weeks ago so still mourning but her death made me want to live life more. Not enjoying life because I'm so sad but glad that I have the memories of her still. Knew her since the abduction that happened as 9 years of age.
Maybe she got recalled by them?
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I don't but I don't really know what to do about it.
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I'm tired out by the everlasting struggle with physical existence and the never-ending foolishness of man (me included), but I guess that's part of bargain. After some nasty disappointments I temporarily ceased all diplomatic relationship with the Universe, but we are talking to each other again now.
I found this forum where people talk about magic and other weird stuff and I really enjoy myself!
I found this forum where people talk about magic and other weird stuff and I really enjoy myself!
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You seem less gloomy than a couple of months ago, so I think you have found at least something to look forward to. Now work to get it
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I think I owe myself a better life as much as the architects of doom owe me a whole life,
as in this age of transformation we are part of the collateral damage of change,
I wish I could date a woman like in the 60s to 90s, I wish I could relax a little and not think about
potential new laws that are designed to make it impossible to leave the country so when war finally knocks on the door I will sacrifice my life for a system that openly mocks me, wants me dead and prosecutes me for self defense while protecting insane people murdering for fun.
I would love my life more if I could shoot every fucker that fucks with me just like it has to be,
but I might have to climb some more steps to have my way.
I wish I wasn't nudged to become a hateful being, I wish I could build the temples of the future for all of us,
but they designed these damn made up religions so they can clash at this very moment.
Look up the mural below the Eiffel tower, look up the other art of this artist, ask yourself, what they truly want to happen.
No one is prepared, I have to leave behind a whole world that was built by my ancestors in thousands of years of blood sweat and tears just so some made up thing in some books can happen. In a way it's okay, at least I know whats happening, but is it less heartbreaking seeing the majority of young women fighting for their own outlawed future brutalization and enslavement?
There are not enough planets in this galaxy in weight to symbolize the anger I have to lift this mass,
they owe me a whole world and I will get my way.
as in this age of transformation we are part of the collateral damage of change,
I wish I could date a woman like in the 60s to 90s, I wish I could relax a little and not think about
potential new laws that are designed to make it impossible to leave the country so when war finally knocks on the door I will sacrifice my life for a system that openly mocks me, wants me dead and prosecutes me for self defense while protecting insane people murdering for fun.
I would love my life more if I could shoot every fucker that fucks with me just like it has to be,
but I might have to climb some more steps to have my way.
I wish I wasn't nudged to become a hateful being, I wish I could build the temples of the future for all of us,
but they designed these damn made up religions so they can clash at this very moment.
Look up the mural below the Eiffel tower, look up the other art of this artist, ask yourself, what they truly want to happen.
No one is prepared, I have to leave behind a whole world that was built by my ancestors in thousands of years of blood sweat and tears just so some made up thing in some books can happen. In a way it's okay, at least I know whats happening, but is it less heartbreaking seeing the majority of young women fighting for their own outlawed future brutalization and enslavement?
There are not enough planets in this galaxy in weight to symbolize the anger I have to lift this mass,
they owe me a whole world and I will get my way.
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grim,
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Absolutely!
I came into this life like a wrecking ball, caused Loki level havoc, while running in circles pulling pants down and lighting mental and emotional fires to make people stop being so serious and to help them remember to laugh, and I plan on going out of this world in a ball of flames, sliding into home plate, yelling YIPPEE!
My best friend says my spirit animal is obviously a pissed off badger, and that I'm really good at kicking crutches out from under people who deserve it. So, move over Loki, I have work to do.
I have had a few pity parties for myself over the years, mainly where I died and was revived, or lost touch with who and what I really am. You tend to get stifled by laws and people with control issues, the Karens of life mainly. When life was over, and they bring you back, a strange melancholy can remain for some time. There is a reason we don't like dying or passing over, and a reason why so many people are afraid of it. Loving light at the end of a tunnel, my ass.
The pity parties also kick in when you work for decades to get your own little castle or transportation, long hours, unpaid overtime, through sickness, putting up with petty tyrants in charge, and then something like the USA health insurance and hospital scams come along and steal everything you worked so long and hard for, driving people into bankruptcy and resetting your life as if you never worked a day of it. The level of hate for such a sick and twisted society can become quite an issue, if you let it get to you. When you do your homework, you figure out that it has been worse in the past in this cesspool, much worse. And you aren't the only one that got run over, or the first one, and likely not the last. The goal should then be to try and help fix this issue, not sit in your poopy diapers and whine about it.
So, I went to the children's cancer ward, where these sick and dying little children were smiling and hoping for a future... and the pity party was over.
I adopted some animals that needed someone to care for them, taking the focus off of my ego and my own issues. Now between my ailing and elderly family that I spend my time on, and the return to my fun and wild Loki spirit, I'm having a great time.
You have to learn to love yourself.
I heard a booming voice that startled me awake when I was 16 years old. I was sleeping with a pyramid power matrix under my pillow, made by Patrick Flanagan. I had just laid my head down, got comfortable, and was doing my relaxation exercises from "The Silva Mind Control Method" when this voice boomed very loudly "You can't love anyone else until you learn to love yourself!"... And suddenly it was already morning, the covers had not moved, I was still in the same position, and I didn't feel like I had slept at all yet.
The point being, we never know when the next exciting thing will come along that leaves us in awe and wonder, leaving us feeling magical and powerful. Had time jumped? Was that the voice of an angel? God? My own spirit? Time to dig in and start learning!
Depression, or pity parties, for me, are always caused by my ego. Ego can be overinflated and self important, and so is anger, annoyance, and many other things that are not really part of my true being. They never last long, because my internal dialogue is not supportive of that type of energy, but my ego laughs in the face of death and jumps up to fix any issues or downsize as necessary without crying over the things that you spent so much time and energy accumulating. This is the me that isn't touched by this cesspool world full of non-stop disasters, pain, suffering, and the ignorance of so many haters and bigots. I will Whoopee Cushion the shit out of that nonsense.
Being aloof is a thing, and a happy go-lucky thing, because my life is not the 'things' I accumulate, or the approval of other people, or giving in to the attempts of the bottom feeders to control and manipulate us.
What are these jerks going to do to me? Kill me? LMFAO! You can't kill me, you can reset me, but I'll be back and up your ass causing trouble before you know it. Give me a cell in a jail where I get everything I need for free and can meditate more often? Bring it on! And why in the world would I be afraid of these people, or respect them? Pffffttt! They don't control me, or own me, and never will.
We can't take this place seriously, or the people around us that are so heavy and morbid, so callous and divided.
We can direct and control our own perch, our own foundation, and empower that every day with a smile, even a malicious one.
I came into this life like a wrecking ball, caused Loki level havoc, while running in circles pulling pants down and lighting mental and emotional fires to make people stop being so serious and to help them remember to laugh, and I plan on going out of this world in a ball of flames, sliding into home plate, yelling YIPPEE!
My best friend says my spirit animal is obviously a pissed off badger, and that I'm really good at kicking crutches out from under people who deserve it. So, move over Loki, I have work to do.
I have had a few pity parties for myself over the years, mainly where I died and was revived, or lost touch with who and what I really am. You tend to get stifled by laws and people with control issues, the Karens of life mainly. When life was over, and they bring you back, a strange melancholy can remain for some time. There is a reason we don't like dying or passing over, and a reason why so many people are afraid of it. Loving light at the end of a tunnel, my ass.
The pity parties also kick in when you work for decades to get your own little castle or transportation, long hours, unpaid overtime, through sickness, putting up with petty tyrants in charge, and then something like the USA health insurance and hospital scams come along and steal everything you worked so long and hard for, driving people into bankruptcy and resetting your life as if you never worked a day of it. The level of hate for such a sick and twisted society can become quite an issue, if you let it get to you. When you do your homework, you figure out that it has been worse in the past in this cesspool, much worse. And you aren't the only one that got run over, or the first one, and likely not the last. The goal should then be to try and help fix this issue, not sit in your poopy diapers and whine about it.
So, I went to the children's cancer ward, where these sick and dying little children were smiling and hoping for a future... and the pity party was over.
I adopted some animals that needed someone to care for them, taking the focus off of my ego and my own issues. Now between my ailing and elderly family that I spend my time on, and the return to my fun and wild Loki spirit, I'm having a great time.
You have to learn to love yourself.
I heard a booming voice that startled me awake when I was 16 years old. I was sleeping with a pyramid power matrix under my pillow, made by Patrick Flanagan. I had just laid my head down, got comfortable, and was doing my relaxation exercises from "The Silva Mind Control Method" when this voice boomed very loudly "You can't love anyone else until you learn to love yourself!"... And suddenly it was already morning, the covers had not moved, I was still in the same position, and I didn't feel like I had slept at all yet.
The point being, we never know when the next exciting thing will come along that leaves us in awe and wonder, leaving us feeling magical and powerful. Had time jumped? Was that the voice of an angel? God? My own spirit? Time to dig in and start learning!
Depression, or pity parties, for me, are always caused by my ego. Ego can be overinflated and self important, and so is anger, annoyance, and many other things that are not really part of my true being. They never last long, because my internal dialogue is not supportive of that type of energy, but my ego laughs in the face of death and jumps up to fix any issues or downsize as necessary without crying over the things that you spent so much time and energy accumulating. This is the me that isn't touched by this cesspool world full of non-stop disasters, pain, suffering, and the ignorance of so many haters and bigots. I will Whoopee Cushion the shit out of that nonsense.
Being aloof is a thing, and a happy go-lucky thing, because my life is not the 'things' I accumulate, or the approval of other people, or giving in to the attempts of the bottom feeders to control and manipulate us.
What are these jerks going to do to me? Kill me? LMFAO! You can't kill me, you can reset me, but I'll be back and up your ass causing trouble before you know it. Give me a cell in a jail where I get everything I need for free and can meditate more often? Bring it on! And why in the world would I be afraid of these people, or respect them? Pffffttt! They don't control me, or own me, and never will.
We can't take this place seriously, or the people around us that are so heavy and morbid, so callous and divided.
We can direct and control our own perch, our own foundation, and empower that every day with a smile, even a malicious one.