Do you like your life?

[WordCraft666]

Absolutely! I am excited for you, too!

Ever since 2025 (feb) my life has been illuminated by one spell I authored having just 2 steps (very simple & comfortably liberating).

 

[Butterfly Affect]

Well, since you felt that death was on its way for you in October (or so) last year, and you said at the time it had nothing to do with suicide or depression it seems like you have been winning the game for your life so far. Good for you.

I made this thread to see what people who are complaining really do to better their life and make the most of what they have, so that that others can hopefully get inspired / encouraged by it and realize that they too (if they want to see it) have several chances to change how they feel about life and themselves. So

I'm not going to die (neither by intention nor accident) but nothing has actually improved for me. I'm pretty convinced my circumstances can't be changed, this is just the hell I reside in until whatever higher being decides to kill me off.

 

[Ohana]

Okay I would like to share.

I don't. I don't like my life. I don't like that I don't know if I'll ever get wrinkles and age because of the way the planet is not doing so hot right now.

I think I lived through a horrible level of groundhog day that no one should live through. I watched every close connection I have just vanish due to circumstances outside my control.

It was hell. Thinking this would be the community/family/friends I could finally settle into. Only to watch as either I moved, they moved, they died, or I just had a falling out with.

The worst damn groundhog day ever conceived. It is an untold hell when your told from day one that everything you care about will just be ripped away from you immediately after you start feeling happy with these people. You start building walls or something. Start to expect the worst. Start to forget the best. Start to not even look at it.

Family line might be cursed or something because I don't even think karma explains this. I wouldn't give this punishment to my worst enemies.

Its the worst thing ever conceived. Its like hell but worse. Its like some awful expierment created to see how much grief you can fit into one person.

I still want wrinkles and age but its like I'll never get that so I have to make every expierence in some horrible way. Then life tests me and gives me something I want and then I have to deny it because the offer is actually not good for me and I can see through it. Creating some awful form of self denial and making me wonder if it was a good offer and I just don't like myself.

I think I'll just be haunted for a while. I think this is the worse form of living and I hope one day I can just have some stability or something. But now I'm even afraid to hope.

Its the worst thing ever and I'm glad I'm able to share on here what life is like for me.

Groundhog day hell.

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Also I guess what it seemed like was offered was a mentor figure. I really wanted one since that would be an amazing help since for most not all I just have to figure stuff out on my own.

But they kind of seemed ??? To not like me sooooo uhhhh yeah.

 

[Thee Nightfool]

Wow ! a lot of people seem unhappy with their life here , I didn't realize .

May I offer a solution ?

The Five Stars of Enlightenment

come on ... give it a go ;

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The occult is full of mentally-ill people. It's not shocking.

 

[Durward]

As my own feedback to this thread, I love my life, and it has been quite a ride with positive and negative content, suffering and extreme pain, permanent damage to my meat suit, and literally creeping and crawling into old age spitting out teeth.
The secret, in my humble opinion, is expectations. The greed and desire mode is there to sidetrack everyone and blind them into unnecessary rage. Another of the many lock and block systems that will keep you from achieving things, or only supply things that are taken like a pirate from others.
Lower the expectations and accept that we are fragile, life is hard, people are horrible, and that only people with actual skills accomplish things.
Then, when someone is actually a great person, you are so excited and happy about it. When you make it past obstacles, you are happy. When you get run over, you were expecting that to happen. Etc.
It is all about attitude and perspective.
The biggest problem is the ego and that people think they are somehow special or should be getting something aside from existence and survival.
Wow. Go back in time and take a look at life expectancy, access to knowledge, jobs available, opportunities, and slap yourself in the face multiple times.
Ask yourself who the F you think you are and why you think you deserve happiness or anything else in life. We are nothing. When we are gone, we will be lucky if anyone even cares or pays any attention. That is reality.
So, if you can't face reality and take a chill pill, and have to whine and complain about everything out of your control, while not correcting the things you can correct and control, your depression and vile nature are simply spoiled brat syndrome.
Then, there are multiple forms of mental illness, sure. And Seasonal Affective Disorder (SAD) where the cure is to actually get outside and get some exercise, sunshine, and eat right. But we are talking about the basics of controlling and feeding your own meat suit. If you can't get that under control by your own will power, and are too bummed to get off the couch or eat healthy, how do you expect to ever achieve anything that requires so much more focus and will power?
Seriously... not rocket science.

 

[Yazata]

Go back in time and take a look at life expectancy, access to knowledge, jobs available, opportunities, and slap yourself in the face multiple times.

True. Most (in today's world and especially those reading this forum) live like a king would centuries ago. But Instagramazon makes everyone want more than they can afford and need.

take a chill pill,

You too

 

[Primal]

I could do better in life. Much better. I write about ways I improve myself in my journal.

 

[Ohana]

As my own feedback to this thread, I love my life, and it has been quite a ride with positive and negative content, suffering and extreme pain, permanent damage to my meat suit, and literally creeping and crawling into old age spitting out teeth.
The secret, in my humble opinion, is expectations. The greed and desire mode is there to sidetrack everyone and blind them into unnecessary rage. Another of the many lock and block systems that will keep you from achieving things, or only supply things that are taken like a pirate from others.
Lower the expectations and accept that we are fragile, life is hard, people are horrible, and that only people with actual skills accomplish things.
Then, when someone is actually a great person, you are so excited and happy about it. When you make it past obstacles, you are happy. When you get run over, you were expecting that to happen. Etc.
It is all about attitude and perspective.
The biggest problem is the ego and that people think they are somehow special or should be getting something aside from existence and survival.
Wow. Go back in time and take a look at life expectancy, access to knowledge, jobs available, opportunities, and slap yourself in the face multiple times.
Ask yourself who the F you think you are and why you think you deserve happiness or anything else in life. We are nothing. When we are gone, we will be lucky if anyone even cares or pays any attention. That is reality.
So, if you can't face reality and take a chill pill, and have to whine and complain about everything out of your control, while not correcting the things you can correct and control, your depression and vile nature are simply spoiled brat syndrome.
Then, there are multiple forms of mental illness, sure. And Seasonal Affective Disorder (SAD) where the cure is to actually get outside and get some exercise, sunshine, and eat right. But we are talking about the basics of controlling and feeding your own meat suit. If you can't get that under control by your own will power, and are too bummed to get off the couch or eat healthy, how do you expect to ever achieve anything that requires so much more focus and will power?
Seriously... not rocket science.

Okay maybe have a point about having to take a chill pill sometimes. But if everyone did that where would heavy metal music be?
Where would the rage music be? The awesome music?

Where's the death metal? And what about Batman? If billionaire Batman can grieve the loss of his parents and still be seen as a good person to people I wanna grieve.

I want to brood. I want to be somber and melancholic and fail. I want to feel the unending grief that comes with life and make some music or poetry about it.

In school I remember they used to teach about positivity. That we had to be positive. That being happy was inherently good. But I don't want to be happy all the time and I don't think it is inherently good to be. I don't want to be happy.

I want to rock.

 

[beardedeldridge]

I do like my life. It isn’t perfect but I do enjoy it.

Joy, like Love, like most things, is a choice. After all.

-Eld