Do you mean that once you hit working with spirits, etc that you grow out of the more rigid structure?
I am pursuing it mainly for better discipline, structure and such. I have had experience in channeling and such with qliphothic spirits but at the same time before pursuing deeper I have been led to believe by a spirit that balancing the light and darkness is key to not being consumed in entirety by the darkness.
That interesting.
I am currently doing the Cicero self initiation book preliminary probationer work, For the calling of the light technique I have had a unique experience. Gazing into the light at the center of the space, I have had visions of an entity which I will provide and that the light itself speaks to me on a level and intuitively gives me direction on what to do. Like it will collect dark energy in the space as a sphere and have me break it and concentrate the light in my hand to purify the energy, then it will swirl around and expand siphoning residual pollutant energy into itself before closing.
while I understand this light is connected to the egregore, is it a specific entity within the system that operates the ritual with the hierophant?
Unless, of course, I just need to discipline myself and this is a result of internal things manifesting.
The dragons were seen before it but I added them just because I guess