Looks like I manage to find myself a mostly quiet hour to write this comment and to be honest, I had quite a hard time setting up this 'tier list', because on the 'top', behind the walls of trust and in the embrace of love, it's almost impossible to tell who is more important or "valuable" than the other, if it's even possible to measure at all.
◖K I N G - B E L I A L
He showed up to me around the time when I was starting to work with Lucifer. I've had some intense experiences with him, where I figure out many things about his personality and experienced on my own skin - sometimes literally - how impatient King Belial can be
He was both gentle, rough, sensual, cold depending on the situation and his mood. Yes, he had a great sense of how to manipulate the emotions of others and with that, the outcome of the 'game'. Yet I feel like it was more playful than serious when I experienced this side of him. He is overall seems more straightforward and direct. He also had a really sarcastic side, and let's not talk about his strong will he's blessed with. He was surprisingly charismatic if he really wanted to.
I didn't spend too much time with him, but I know that I'll definitely get back to King Belial when the time comes.
A Kind Memory: I was thinking about giving him a proper offering, so I prepared for that, and decided to offer him a really-really precious bottle of alcohol we kept at home for long-long years. It was important for many reasons, not just because it was valuable in human standards, because of it's origin and age, but because of whom gifted it to us. When I prepared the room for us, and the offering what I did, after he accepted it, he had a request. He wanted me to drink the alcohol he already accepted. I can clearly remember how confused I was, and I literally said to him, that I'm not sure if I want to, because I'm not really that type who drinks alcohol. He smiled, and lightly shaked his head. The situation, the conversation, the flowing energies around us were truly memorable and intoxicating.
◖A B A D D O N
He was my Patron, the very first Ars Goetia spirit who stepped into the light and lead me towards the others. He gave me the Key of The Gate.
He is strict, stern, rigid and serious. A brutally honest and straighforward being who's not scared to destroy you with his Words of Truth, and your inner world, which you build up with your lies, false illusions and excuses. If there is something you deny in yourself, in your actions, what you fear or reject to admit, he'll definitely tear it out from the dark and throw it in your face - he waste no time, no energy on people whom closed their mind and hid from themselves, because he knows exactly; it's a waste of time for him, a pointless babbling.
Under the stern and cold shell, those who earn his respect and attention, he is really caring in his own way, supportive. He rather seems like he prefer to teach his followers, magicians who contact with him for guidiance and teachings, to learn how to protect themselves, and how to attack, rather to do it for them, because he knows the potential laying beneath, and he want you to embrace your powers and make it count.
He help people to understand themselves, and accept themselves, but NOT stuck with their flaws what they should overcome for their own sake.
A Kind Memory: When we first met, he appeared to me like a beautiful, blonde angelic but fiery being. I can still clearly recall how embarassed I was, because his beauty literally played tricks with my brain, fill it up with 'sinful' thoughts. I was really mad at myself, because I was expecting something totally different from him, and I've never experienced this struggle inside me in my whole life before that. I was like "No way! How can I be this pathetic?" - "Put yourself together, it's supposed to be an introduction, the Hell are you doing?" - "How you even allow yourself these thoughts?".
His facial expressions however, told me everything. He was smiling, lightly, and knew exactly how much I try to take a hold on myself. He was talking about other things, not related to these primitive, lustful thoughs what I tried to suffocate meanwhile, but he knew the effect of his every movement, glance, facial expression and body language. When I realized he is actually decided to mess with me, and that he will not get mad over my pityful situation, I reliefed, and later I managed to focus.
Turned out that I'm not the only one who experienced similar things from him, what else, fellow magicians stated they also seen him in a similar, angelic way, which is ultimately not even surprising, considering his origin, but more surprising if you focus on the first images you'd probably find if you search for him. This was the first experience of mine which directly showed that expectations can be completely misleading .
◖L U C I F E R
Emperor Lucifer, he is like a Father to me - mostly -. He bring peace, safety and purifying Light with himself. Light of Health, Light of Wisdom, Light of Life. He is really caring, deeply understanding and protective being, who helped me a lot during my life, and introduced several practices which helped me to improve my abilities, myself, and protect.
He also gave me great lessons about the history of the Infernal and Celestial beings, realm and also about myself - it recently turned out that many of these things were actually true, both confirmed by Archangel Michael and several lightworkers -.
But just like anyone else, He is not black and white neither. He had a really sensual, sly, cunning side which he showed towards me. A real 'womanizer' side, who really enjoy to play games and of course, win - because he definitely would find a way and he enjoy every split second of it, and let's be honest, His victory was usually a stated fact of the games he engaged in - which I often experienced -.
When he was out of his "Father" role in my life, he showed other sides of him, with different approach and energy flows. It often confused me at the beginning. We can say I've had multifarious experiences with him, in really different situations, which always gave me a little more of his personality, yet he never pushed me too hard to the point where I actually would feel myself threatened or feel myself doing something I really don't want to.
A Kind Memory: In his presence, when I did his guided mediations and practices, I cried a lot, because I had a lot of things I needed to heal and process. These moments were always precious to me, because he showed such a gentle, caring and warm side of his, which was pleasure to feel, in his embrace.
◖P R I N C E - S I T R I
He was a second living example of how expectations can turn things bad, and push you away from treasures. When I first heard about him and read about him, I can't help but felt really bad. I didn't like him at all, but I had a slight feeling that this "dislike" is not even my "own" dislike, yet still, it somehow came and never really understood, from where - until he explained. Because one day he showed up, a brand new energy, a really charming one, a really royal one, a really exotic one with that being said.
I have quite a history with him in this lifetime, since we basically spent time together for two years, without even a day break. I've learn many things from him, and he showed many things to me. He is really-really precious to me, and to this day, I truly miss him, because how things 'ended' were not the most peaceful way, and I can clearly feel that not him not me truly ended this - and I know that one day I'll get back, and try to heal what has been harmed -. Not gonna lie, it still brings tears into my eyes if I think about him and those last days, and his aggressive, sarcastic statement before he left in the presence of Archangel Michael was rather filled with sadness than real anger. But I realized that only later, when my mind got more clear.
Late addition: As for his personality, he is really cunning and sly demon, who totally aware of how sensually he can charm people into his web, and give you the same confidence if he really want to. He can also remind you how easily you can manipulate not just others but yourself. He prefers to lead you to the solution, and not giving you everything just like that, because he expect you to be on that level. He can be obsessive and impatient and may get furious, vengeful if he doesn't get what he want. Prince Sitri is intelligent and sophisticated and has a great sense of humor which often reflects his intelligence and understanding of human nature and the world we live in.
He has a caring and protective side, but it rather seems like he prefer to put real effort into those who already aware of their own strength and willing to embrace their higher self, and go for it. This Prince likes to teach you by using your own flaws, illusions and lies which can often seem like he is mocking you or playing with you - which is kind of true sometimes, but this is mostly because of how he is and not necessarily out of malevolent intent at all, he is just enjoying what he is good in and what he is doing for others, in his own way -.
◖T H E - O U I J A - D E M O N - Z O Z O
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He is a really special one, and I'd like to talk about him in a different thread, including my experiences with him, his personality, his position in Hell and the current things we know, using other magicians' experiences and my own, trying to put it together.
He is a really powerful, high ranked demon, who is kind of outstanding in personality amongst many, and carries quite malevolent energies even compared to his demonic fellas. Unlike most of the Demons I've worked with, he was the only one who doesn't even bother to put up a fair form, not even for manipulation. For him these are nothings, just pointless time waste.
He proved this during the 4 years he was here with me, threatening the life of my relatives, my pets, and showing off his pawer and his actions casted by only his whim. Why do I consider him still as 'favorite'? I'll talk about it.
There are two Ars Goetia spirit who showed up in my life several times, but I didn't get deeper into the communication and figuring out what is their plan or why are they gave me the signs of interest - which is pretty much mutual -.
◖K I N G - P A I M O N
◖M A R Q U I S - A N D R A S
I've spent a lot of time reading, hearing about them, and while I try to leave my expectations behind, I can't help but feel that these connections may be really important and fruitful in the future. I was too busy during the times they showed up, and I was worried that I can't give them appropriate welcome and attention, so I decided to not respond, yet the question is, ditching a call is better than picking up the phone and tell directly, how you feel, and why you can't speak right now?
NOTE: I had to edit and add more information about PRINCE SITRI because I accidentaly deleted a great portion of his paragraph back then, but only got the time to re-write it now.