its a struggle but im getting by.
rare. akira. bright light. kavi . poet .
studying vedic hindu was a solution for a streak of dark times for me. i have very little guidance beacause i am a bit unstable. it has been challenging, in the way that i feel i have not been taugh, and do not learn well.. but instead have had to teach my self. in the way that negates both terms...its like, having something without being given it, nor buying it....its just yours. i am my own thing. alot of people cant seem to come to terms with what i am proposing. and it doesnt come across very simply.
i wish it were easy. i find that when i play guitar or piano it is easier for people to accept where i am coming from, what i am about. that the music speaks more clearly through me than my words can describe.
i play guitar in a punk band, thats fun.
further: i am reading so much lately.
studying computer principals as a method to boost my focus and enhance my document studies.
its very cold so we stay inside and i am reading and drawing alot.
i have 16 years of preserved notes and illustrations. as well a legacy of embed art and music under many pseudonyms. ..
i found this site looking for the-sorcery-of-solomon-a-guide-to-the-44-planetary-pentacles-of-the-magician-king... which i am not intending to read immediately. but i have this instinct to download and copy and preserve many rare books in digital format. and to print through regualr printer some of the most exceptional ones. this way in case of the worst. or some kind of major internet issues or censorship. or if i am lost in the wilderness..
today - i have also downloaded osho the book of secretes and asclepius the perfect discourse of hermes trismugistus (can never spell that name right) .. also some others
i have mantic dreams and visions and heavily radiate als i am a professional illustrator, designer, and heavily into audio and video production.
i would like to know if my tone resonantes with anyone and if i can be of use.
so much to say. hello im out here
btw its cool to see authentic seeming accounts out there and some of the other introductions, and so recently active. i wonder where this forum shall take us.
rare. akira. bright light. kavi . poet .
studying vedic hindu was a solution for a streak of dark times for me. i have very little guidance beacause i am a bit unstable. it has been challenging, in the way that i feel i have not been taugh, and do not learn well.. but instead have had to teach my self. in the way that negates both terms...its like, having something without being given it, nor buying it....its just yours. i am my own thing. alot of people cant seem to come to terms with what i am proposing. and it doesnt come across very simply.
i wish it were easy. i find that when i play guitar or piano it is easier for people to accept where i am coming from, what i am about. that the music speaks more clearly through me than my words can describe.
i play guitar in a punk band, thats fun.
further: i am reading so much lately.
studying computer principals as a method to boost my focus and enhance my document studies.
its very cold so we stay inside and i am reading and drawing alot.
i have 16 years of preserved notes and illustrations. as well a legacy of embed art and music under many pseudonyms. ..
i found this site looking for the-sorcery-of-solomon-a-guide-to-the-44-planetary-pentacles-of-the-magician-king... which i am not intending to read immediately. but i have this instinct to download and copy and preserve many rare books in digital format. and to print through regualr printer some of the most exceptional ones. this way in case of the worst. or some kind of major internet issues or censorship. or if i am lost in the wilderness..
today - i have also downloaded osho the book of secretes and asclepius the perfect discourse of hermes trismugistus (can never spell that name right) .. also some others
i have mantic dreams and visions and heavily radiate als i am a professional illustrator, designer, and heavily into audio and video production.
i would like to know if my tone resonantes with anyone and if i can be of use.
so much to say. hello im out here
btw its cool to see authentic seeming accounts out there and some of the other introductions, and so recently active. i wonder where this forum shall take us.
